The Downfall of the Blue Dragons

Part 14.5

Hey. It's been a while.
It's been 2 years since I promised that finale and it never came. Well, I can answer as to why: I got lazy. It's a 6 hour video of just me and Gin talking and editing takes a long time. The proper finale will come out whenever I feel like it but at the moment, I'm not going to worry. The "Blue Dragons" is a group long dead by this point. Shizu, Gin, and I barely even use Drrr.com anymore. I'm turning 18 this year.

I started this back in 2019 at 12 years old and look now. I'm starting college soon. I'll be honest, I barely use Wattpad anymore. I've moved to AO3 and I write mostly on Google Docs. It's most likely that this account will be dead whenever I get the finale out. The series for Sakura and Hiromi is being written but I don't know if I want this old Wattpad account to be associated with it. Kinda like my alt Wattpad account, I've grown outta the stuff I used to write. I promise that a proper finale will be made. Though "proper" may not be the right words. It's just whenever those videos go up.

But I can give my final thoughts. 

Honestly, no one in that group was a good person. Except Shizu.
I regret a lotta stuff I did as a kid but I wouldn't say the people I was talking to had the moral high ground. But neither did I.

I've had to think about it a lot but being mad at Vicc or Julian or Johnny doesn't do anything. They can stay mad at me but I don't have the energy anymore.

If anyone from the previous group does see this, I hope you guys are having a good life. I mean that. Also, Shizu's book was published. It's the image up top. I did censor her name so I don't "doxx her." I say that sarcastically because I'm giving away the title of the book either way and it's an inside joke.

But seriously, yeah. Life sucks. You meet people and sometimes, they're assholes and sometimes they're not. I have no right to act like I'm a great person but I wouldn't say Gin does either. No one really did, except Shizu. But I genuinely hope you all are healthy mentally and physically.

Also, even though everyone in that chat was shitty, the drama and yelling and getting overly sensitive about stuff: yeah it was pretty fun. I ain't even gonna lie about that. Some of my fondest memories were random arguments or just being dicks to Johnny or Moon. 
So whatever. People suck. That's how the world works.