FIVE MINUTES

CHAPTER 32

Jennie was shaking, still sitting at the ground, she asked the guards to open the door. She begged them, she didn't even have a gun to threaten them. All she could do was to cry and yell out Roseanne's name while waiting there.

'Rosie hates me.' This phrase kept repeating in her mind as she curled in herself, crying harder, wiping the cold droplets off her face with the back of her hand.

" Mam please go home, it might rain any soon. " One of the guards said.

She just cried more harder, her body shivering, cold air piercing through her flesh, as the air seeps through her body she almost whimpered when it started raining.

Sitting in her room, on the ground as her back was pressed to the bed Rosie cried while resting her head on her folded knees. The uncontrolled sobs she let out after the pain she felt, followed by the relief she got after seeing Jennie.

It was a thunderstorm, and as much she knew Jennie, she might still be there, on the porch near the gate. She was holding her heart tight in chain before it might yell out to go and see Jennie. Because it started raining and the brunette might still be there.

The day she got her memory back, she wanted nothing more than to make Jennie suffer. But now when she's actually suffering, it's making Rosie feeling disgusted that she is letting Jennie suffer like this, when the girl already apologised many times. But the broken pieces of her trust were piercing her heart too, want nothing more than to just stay away from Jennie.

A knock on the door echoed inside the room as the sky lit up with white thunders. Rosie got shook internally. Lisa entered the room as she walked towards small figure sitting on the ground.

" Chae?" Rosie tore her eyes from the window as she looked at Lisa.

" She still sitting in there in the rain. Isn't she?" Rosie asked almost letting out a whimper, confused between her heart and brain what to do.

More tear fell from her eyes as her head again faced the ground. Lisa came to sit beside her, she didn't said anything as Rosie looked at her again with slightly red eyes.

" I am sorry, the way I behaved. But I didn't knew what to do. I just, didn't... Wanted Jisoo Unnie to hurt Jennie. I-..., I am sorry. " Lisa pulled her in a hug.

" I know, but more than anything , You hurted Jisoo. She does everything to keep us safe and seeing you talking against her, it shattered her. " Lisa said as her own voice strained with sadness. She rubbed the younger's soft hair, calming Rosie.

" I know. I just couldn't...I don't know what to do anymore. I hurted Jisoo Unnie, You and yelled at Hae oppa too. And Jennie is sitting their in rain just because of me, I don't what to do. " Lisa pulled back as she wiped the tears from Rosie's face.

" Everyone make mistakes, sometimes they hurt us and sometimes they don't. But we can't just get stuck there. I feel there are two type of people in the world. The first one's are with the mind set of 'if they want to come back in your life after hurting you, just remember that when you were suffering alone they were enjoying with someone else' and the second, they have mind set of ' I believe in forgiveness, even if the person does it wrong at the ninty ninth change, I would still give them the hundredth chance to improve' , and the interesting thing you know, nothing is wrong between both of them. Because, everything they do, it's for Love. I will not say what you should do.

I know it was Jennie's fault to not to see the consequences, but I feel she understood her mistake and want to make it right. I know it hurts, when the person you trusted so much breaks your heart. But the care I saw in Jennie's eyes today, for you, it was the pure truth I saw in her today, she didn't stepped back when Jisoo fired at the ground when Jennie yelled at me. She could have easily fired at Jisoo because she had gun, but she didn't. So it's all your decision what to do. I am not saying you to just forgive Jennie this easily. But whatever you choose, I don't want you to ever regret your choice in future or blame yourself under the guilt that you could have forgiven her but you didn't, because I know as much as it's difficult to live without your loved one, the same way guilt won't let you live peacefully too. "