i lied.
i'm not very happy at all.
when the lights go out, so does my happiness.
truth be told, i've just crashed and burned.
i would love to just watch the blood pour down my wrist as it blends with my tears,
but alas, i don't know where my blades are.
i lied.
i didn't stop cutting.
i said that i would try to be clean, but i gave up and never told you.
i'm sorry.
i couldn't tear you down like that.
i lied.
i never really loved myself.
i still don't believe in the compliments i receive.
i'm unworthy of them.
they don't belong to me.
there are millions of girls out there who are better than me.
millions of people.
i don't deserve it.
i know you're lying, anyways.
i lied.
i'm sorry that i wasn't the best.
i'm sorry for what i did.
i can't help myself.
i lied.
