It was just after eight in the morning. Khao and First were on their way to university, but the younger one was completely lost in thought. He had been at First place for two days now. Two days in which he barely slept, afraid of who was in his apartment. The fact that he was still waiting to find out what happened to the guy who desecrated his parents' grave was also bothering him.
"Khao, were you listening to me?" "What?" "I asked if you are sure you can go to university today ?" Khao sighed. "To be honest, I'd rather stay home." First stopped and nodded. "Okay, I'll take you home and-" "No. Otherwise you'll be late. Go to university, First. I've brought enough chaos into your life." "Honey, don't say that."
First stroked Khaos cheek. "Let me know when you're back and if anything happens, I'll come home straight away." Khaotung nodded. "Shall we pick up Min together this afternoon and go out for something to eat?" First smiled broadly and nodded. "I'd love that, Khao." After a final kiss, First went to the university, but Khaotung didn't go back home. He went a completely different way.Khaotung had a plan and he knew if he'd tell his boyfriend, he would drag him into this even more, so he had to lie.
Khaotung was on his way to his grandma. But not to visit her, no. He knew that Sun would be there and he wanted to talk. Or fight him if necessary. He opened the door and walked over to the livingroom. He could hear Sun and his grandma talking but he couldn't understand what they were saying exactly. Should He spy on them ? He wasn't sure. After all - he didn't wanted to make his grandma mad or even worse - sad !
"I don't fucking know !" "How can you say that ? You just told me something like that but you can't even tell me, why you ruined your life ?" "Mae, stop this already." "Sun, for gods sake, why !?" "I DON'T KNOW !"
He heard Sun say pretty loudly and that's when Khao has had enough of all the bullshit going on.He pushed the door open, startling both his grandma and Sun and walked straight over to them. "Don't talk to my grandma like this you piece of shit !" He said and landed the first punch. Sun stumbled back against a chair.
His leg got caught in the chair leg and he fell backwards onto the floor. "Sun..." said Khaotungs grandma, but only looked at her son, who was sitting on the floor.
She made no attempt to help him up. She just watched as Khaotung landed another punch. "Why don't you fight back, you stupid asshole?" "I'm not hitting you, Pumpkin." "Don't call me that, you dirty piece of shit!" he screamed and hit him again.
"Khao, darling, please stop." his grandma called, as she finally realized what was happening, and tried to hold him tight. "You broke into my house! You or one of your son-of-a-bitch friends!" "What are you talking about?" "Don't act all innocent. You motherfucker, you broke into my home, you probably have something to do with the grave desecrations too!" "Grave desecrations? Khao, what are you talking about?" "Don't call me Khao. For you it's still Thanawat. You have no right to address me as if we meant something to each other. I hate you, Sun!" "Thanawat.. I didn't do anything, you have to believe me!" "Believe you? Why should I believe the man who killed my parents?" "I didn't kill your parents!" Khao tilted his head and relaxed his tense body.
The older man seemed just as surprised by this statement. He had slowly given up denying it over the last few months, as he realized nobody would believe him anyways.. So why was he doing it now?
Why did Sun suddenly say that as if it were true? No. He's a liar. "You know exactly what you did !" "Khaotung, please calm down." His grandma said and sighed. Khaotung couldn't believe it. How could his grandma be so calm, telling him to calm down? How could she defend Sun like that even though she always said how much she hated him? Khao didn't understand the world anymore and slowly he got angry. Angry at his grandma. At first he didn't want to believe it, but yes. He was angry at his grandma. She was his family when he had no one left. She protected him from Sun and all the evil out there, but now? Khao hardly recognized her..
"Grandma, what the fuck is going on ?" He finally said and watched as she helped Sun up.
"He took my family and now he broke into my home, yet you're still pampering him ?" "I am not pampering him." She defended herself but Sun stopped her from talking any further. "What do you mean someone broke into your home ?" He asked again and Khaotung scoffed. "Don't act like you don't know it. Even if you were here, I am sure you still have your people." "Khao I'm clean." Sun said smiling.
He pulled up his sleeves and showed Khao that he had no more puncture wounds. The old wounds from the needles were barely visible. "You couldn't see it in the hospital, you were probably too angry tp really look at me and wouldn't have paid attention anyway." Khaotung felt a stab in his heart. >I'm clean.< that was the only thing he wanted to hear from his parents at any cost.
But Sun took away their chance to say these words. Sun took away his chance to have a family. Sun took away everything from him. "Khaotung..." "Grandma, you don't have to act like that. Just because of biological obligations, you still have the right to bear a grudge against a murderer." "I'm not a murderer!" Khao was about to protest again, but Sun interrupted him loudly. "I'm not a murderer, damn it!" he shouted and for a moment the two men just looked at each other. "I'm not a murderer, Khaotung... And I'll prove it to you..."🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙
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Fanfiction🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙 >>When will it get better ?<< he thought and lit up another cigarette. "It won't get better.." He told himself. 🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙 Khaotung, a bubbly, friendly young boy, who's been through a lot. He makes sure to...