UMMUABIHA( Her father's mother)

Chapter 45

It's being a month since that incident happened. Ummi is traumatized, she took a two month's leave from the university. She keeps getting nightmares every single night. All she does is lock herself up and torture herself to sleep every single night. Ummi despise every man on earth except for her family. She sure has turned into a psychopath that's capable of hurting any guy that comes her way now.

Mama and madeeha are extremely worried about her right now. She has refused to go for a therapy and ya salim is making things more complicated with the way he's avoiding her like a plaque. She's thinking he now hates her because of what happened but he's avoiding her because he blame's himself for everything that has happened. If only he came a little bit earlier then everything would've been right.

Meanwhile madeeha is thinking of something different. She's had enough of ummi's shenanigans and she need's to bring an end to it. She went to her room to talk to her.

"Ummi" she called

"Ummi" she said again sitting beside her.

"Ummi" she called again shaking her a bit in the process which brought her back to reality.

"Will ever learn how to knock" ummi said a bit irritated and madeeha rolled her eyes.

"I'm here to talk to you about your latest behavior ummi" she said acting like the big sister she is.

"Make it fast" ummi replied.

"You're not the only person in this world who has suffered this kind of fate. So why all this irrational behavior. You're hurting your loved one's if you don't know. It's being a month now, if you don't move on how do you think you will continue living life? So many people have went through what you did and they're still living happily. Your own pain is little compared to someone else's. So why so much cruelty to your own self? Forget about everything that has happened and...." Madeeha was saying when ummi interrupted her.

"What? I should forget it all? You know nothing about my pain so don't try to advise me okay. You didn't went through what I did so just leave me alone. Do you even know what it feels like to pay the price for someone else's deed? You don't right. So before you open your mouth to advise me make sure you know what it feels like to lose your dignity" ummi said. She talked slowly and quietly but her voice was dangerous and cold.

"Look here, I'm trying to advise you because of how much you're hurting the people around you. As far as you are concerned you can go to hell, for all I care. I went through worst pain than you did. Atleast you know the person who did this to you is your enemy but the person I loved the most after my parents did it to me and here I am still living life as i should, so before you say anything just know that your own pain is little compared to mine. Other than just being stuck on this chapter of your life, why not turn the page and discover a new chapter" madeeha said and left the room anger evident in her voice.

Ummi began thrashing everything that came her way. Banging her head on the wall. This was how much cruel she is to her own self. Her forehead and hand all have bruises. Her beautiful and bright eyes are now red and puffy. Her forever beautiful pink lips is now chapped. She sat near her king sized bed on the ground holding her head. Each and every word echoing in her ear.

So why so much cruelty to your own self? Atleast you know the person who did this to you is your enemy but the person I loved the most after my parents did it to me. But the person I loved the most after my parents did it to me. So why so much cruelty to your own self? And here I am still living life as I should. Other than being stuck on this chapter of your life, why not turn the page and discover a new chapter. Why not turn the page and discover a new chapter.

The words kept repeating in her ears.

"Maybe she's right. Why so much cruelty to my own self? Why not forget everything? I have hurt everyone but can I really move on" she thought to herself.