Neighbors

Part 23: Reciprocating

I was going to be alright, I finally felt it and god it felt good. Ben and I would go to court but we had already agreed on the terms. He would have the kids every other weekend with supervision seeing how he had hurt Chris and he didn't even try to argue for 50/50 custody since his job would prohibit that. The divorce was mostly just signing papers, the lawyer Reece had found me was really good. Things were falling into place. We were still staying with Mia and Reece, we should probably talk about that... Right now though, I was just grateful.

The girls were back at school and I worked again. I did part time now and Mia helpet with drop offs. It was like having a second parent in the picture, a parent who wanted to show up for my kids. She made me smile a lot. She was a romantic I had come to understand, she opened doors and got me flowers. She held my hand under the table. We didn't tell the girls anything, and we hadn't talked about the Reece situation. For now, this was good. We were happy. She hadn't touched me though. It had been more than a month and she hadn't even tried to. I understood that she was trying to give me space to heal, but a voice in the back of my mind thought that she might not want to anymore. That she found my body disgusting since she knew what I let Ben do to me, that she didn't think I was good enough. Then she told me she loved me, again and again, the fears melted away but they came back every time.

I got home early, Mia was waiting in the kitchen. She was preparing food for us, she did this on days where I got home around lunch. She was a good cook and she knew this, she was very proud of this so it was perfect to praise her for this. She was turned away from the door as I entered. Sometimes I can't stop myself from looking at her body. I walked up behind her and put my arms around her, it felt very domestic. I had never gotten home to a house smelling of food being cooked before because I was always the person cooking, it was nice.

"What are you making?"

"Nothing much, it's a red curry"

"It smells amazing" I kissed her right beneath her ear and went to sit the table.

We fought about who was doing the dishes, it was obviously my job but Mia didn't want me to lift a finger around here. That was ridiculous, what made it even more ridiculous was the fact that she had a dishwasher... Doing the dishes meant putting like two plates in the dishwasher.

"Mia, please just let me?" I sounded like a whiny child, but it finally made her fold. She sat down at the table in defeat. I went over to her and kissed her head as I picked up our empty plates. "Good girl" I didn't look at her but I could guess that she blushed a little. "Mia, why don't you want to have sex?" I said facing away, putting the plates in the machine. Had this been a movie, this is where Mia would have done a spit take.

"What?" She sounded almost scared.

"Since I moved in... You haven't even touched me. I mean, you don't have to but we said I love you and all, then nothing..." I was a little embarrassed asking. I looked at her and I could see some panic.

"Char, I want to, I reeeeeally want to... I just didn't want you to feel weird or bad about it" I felt a smile spread across my face.

"You reeeeeeeally want to?" I was teasing her. "Well... you should do something about it. Who knows, I might feel under appreciated and who knows what I would do then?" It was still light teasing, I didn't want anyone but her. I knew that, she knew that. I saw the way her eyes shifted, her eyes were dark. I walked to her and put her hands on my hips as I stood in front of her. "Tell me Amelia, what do you reeeeeeally want to do to me?" I felt her grip tighten. She stood up and moved into my space, her mouth against my ear.

"Char, I want to do unspeakable things to you. I want to make you feel so good" Anticipation was building. I used to have some problems with sex, my body didn't really respond the way it should... I didn't get wet and I didn't really cum, I had gotten wet once or twice but there had been a lot of alcohol involved, but I didn't cum... Sometimes it felt pretty nice, sex I mean and it was nice when it was over, when I knew that he was happy I felt good but I don't think that is what an orgasm is. I started to feel a little uncomfortable, like I was tricking Mia, like I was making myself seem like somebody else. Would she even want me like this?

"Wait..." She let go and stepped back to look at me.

"Baby, what's wrong? Too much?"

"It's not like that. I really want you but... I'm a little bit afraid" Damn, this was not the plan, but then again, what had my plan been?

"Oh, I'm sorry... Char, I'll wait for you, I thought you meant that you wanted it" She looked guilty.

"No it's not that. I am ready..." I swallowed hard. "Mia, I haven't ever... You know..."

"Oh" She looked surprised.

"And I don't really get... Excited, like it has happened, just not regularly..." She could see that I was uncomfortable. She took my hand and held it softly.

"What if we just do what feels good? I would really like that" She stepped into my space again. "I really want to make you feel good" I felt shivers run down my spine. She pressed a kiss to my neck." Does this feel good?"

"Yeah. That's good" I whispered. She kissed my neck, sometimes lightly sucking and biting. She kissed me properly, I felt how she smiled against me. I put my hands in my hair. She started to massage my breast

"Do you like that, baby?" It felt really good, I moaned against her mouth and nodded my head lightly. She ran her thumb over my nipple through the fabric of my dress over and over. God, this feels good. "You really like that, don't you? Such a good girl, so responsive" She used a firmer hand on my breast. I think I might be getting wet, it couldn't be this easy? "You like it when I talk to you like this? I think you like to know how you feel in my hands, what good job you are doing" Yes I am getting wet.

"Mia, I think that you should touch me" She pulled back a little, looking in my eyes, making sure. I nod. She kisses me slowly and runs one of her hands down my body.

"Your body is amazing, and you are so willing to give yourself to me. You are so sweet, baby" She puts her hand on my inner thigh. "Do you like it when I call you baby?" I did, I really did.

"Mhm..." Mia walked me to the kitchen counter.

"Spread your legs a little" She asked with a sweet soft voice. Her hand was getting so close to where I wanted it. She finally pushed my panties to the side and slowly ran her fingers up and down, circling my clit every now and then. "Well well well... Did I make you wet?" I felt a blush blossom across my face.

"Yeah" It came out as a breath. She took her fingers and put them in her mouth.

"You know what you taste like?" I shook my head. She started to circle my clit. I felt my chest getting heavy. "Open your mouth" I did and she smiled as she put her fingers in my mouth. It is a weird taste, not bad, just strange. Is it weird to think that your own pussy tastes good? "Divine, baby, you taste divine" She removed her fingers and kissed me. "Good girl... Do you want me to fuck you like this or do you want me on my knees?" She was so crass, and it really did something to me...

"Get on your knees" I whispered. It felt powerful and as soon as the words left my mouth she dropped down. She started kissing up my leg and pushed my dress up. Her hand found the waistband of my panties and she pulled them off.

"Is this ok?" She looked up at me. I hadn't seen anything like this. A woman on her knees in front of me, just waiting for my command, my permission to satisfy me.

"Mia, you're perfect" I meant that in any and every way you can interpret that. She ran her tongue the last way up my leg and then she pushed her tongue flat against my clit. I grabbed her hair and let out a moan.

"Are you a little sensitive, baby?" She smiled and then she started to lick my clit lightly. I started to moan. As a rule I didn't really moan, I kept quiet but I couldn't stop myself. "Wow, you're so fucking wet, baby. Are you all excited for me?" I didn't know that I liked dirty talk... But I really do it seems. She looked up at me and ran her thumb over my clit a little faster. "Do you like that?" She smiled. We locked eyes, my body was so hot. I couldn't hold my thoughts together.

"Yeah. I like that" She looked at me just a little longer and then she took my clit in her mouth and sucked. My legs started to tingle. It felt so fucking good. I tried to calm myself but it was as if the deep breaths just made it more intense. I felt my knees start to shake. Mia put her hands on my hips as well as she could and put one of my legs on her shoulder, then sucked just a little harder and I felt it. It was like nothing I had felt, it was uncontrollable pleasure. I moaned her name "Mia, Mia, Mia" as I came.