forty-fifth; meant to be...

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someone once told me, if someone is meant to be in your life, you see them everywhere and if it isn't meant to be they will vanish off of your life

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someone once told me, if someone is meant to be in your life, you see them everywhere and if it isn't meant to be they will vanish off of your life. even if they're only one block away.

i thought jake and i weren't meant to be. i thought i won't ever see him again. except i  saw him more than once. more than i could think about right now.

i had to tell him that shiwang needs her dad. i had to tell him that i accept his apology. i had to tell him everything before he would really vanish out of my life.

i aggressively knock on his door, ringing his bell and screaming out his name. i panicked, i can't let him go again.

tears streaming down my face while i think about being too late. again.

„byeol? everything good?" his eyebrows are raised as he holds the door open. i shake my head, „heeseung you have to take me to the airport. now. please!"

heeseung is still confusingly standing at the door, i'm still out of breath. he shakes his hand, „why don't you come inside and explain everything," i don't really let him finish.

he needs to take me to the airport. „there is no time for explaining, i'll tell you in the car!"

i'm about to take his hand when i see someone move in the corner of my eyes. i push heeseung aside.

„jake," i exclaim looking at him. his bag over his shoulders, his suitcase next to him. he's ready to take off.

„is everything alright," his eyes were full of concern, but i don't say what's wrong. instead i touch his shoulders, looking at him.

it doesn't take long for him to notice what i mean.

the next second he is hugging me, just like our lips. he kisses me passionately, just like the first time.

„i am so sorry for what i said at the hotel, but i was still so mad at you for," i don't even get to finish my sentence. jake interrupts me with a kiss.

so soft yet so powerful to make my knees feel jiggly.

to pour rain on my dried out heart again.

„i'm just happy you thought about me," he mumbles in my ear after hugging me so tight that i almost lift off of the ground.

„i'm sorry for leaving like that," by now jake's also tearing up. i smile and look at him, planting a kiss on his lips.

like the world dissolved around us.
we were going to be happy again.

except we weren't.

he was going and i would stay here with my loneliness, wondering why we kissed, wondering what we are now.

now that we feel each other again, one of us has to go. was this meant to be?

── ⋅ ⋅ ── ── ⋅ ⋅ ──

☾︎a/n☽︎

small chapter for now.

sorry didn't mean to leave yall hanging :(

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