𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐞 & 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧 |𝐉𝐉𝐊 [𝐎𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝]

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟑 18+

"Married couples are suppose to make love at Night"Jungkook Said to Y/n who was lying on the king size bed of their shared bedroom

"I am a little tired"She replied without looking at him

"Its been a week to our marriage and you are still tired,by the way what made you tired when i am still contolling my d!ck to suck every bit of energy from your body"jungkook said in a sarcastic way

"I am not tired physically,its just that i am feeling weak emotionally,i cant see my jay like this,my heart ached whenever i see my little baby in pain"She replied

"He is recovering,and his disease will take time to get cured,its not like he will be fine in one or two days,its a long journey,you have to be strong,for him,for us"he said dragging her lying body towards him

"Let me sleep,please"Y/n said while covering herself with the duvet

"Y/n i am your husband now,and its my right to have your body whenever and wherever i want"junkook said in a harsh tone

"Its been years since you are having my body whenever and wherever you want,and about this marrige thing its just a deal for me like our previous deal when you provided me money in return of having s€x with you btw before i was doing everything for jay and today also i am doing everything for jay,so dont glorify this marrige"y/n said in a stern voice,her words somehow hurt jungkook

To hide his feelings he went out of the room

Jungkook pov

I cant be weak in front of her,what is happening with me,why i want to get loved,why suddenly i started craving for her care,did the marrige change me,i know she can never give me her consent to make love with her,she will never allow me to have her in her sane state then why i am expecting her to fulfill her wife duties and why i dont want to force myself on her,i really wish to fill the damage i have already done but i know its impossible to fix everything now because things are already been destroyed beyond repair and i myself is the reason of this mess,why am i not able to  let everything happen in the same way its been happening since years,i still can use her body the i want,i can still fulfill my physicall needs by forcing  myself on her but now i dont wanna scare her i dont wanna give her pain anymore,this marrige means to me everything,i want to start a family with her,i want to cherish her for lifetime,i really dont want my old self back,because i love her,i love her more than anyone.
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JUNGKOOK ON CALL WITH HAWASA

Hello Hi Hwasa

Finally the busy kookie picked the call

I was in the meeting,sorry for not attending the call,say anything important

Jungkook why are you being so casual

No no its not like that

Jungkook actually i am going to abroad,so before going i really wanna meet you,as i have arranged a small get together at my place tonight,and you are invited okay dont forget to come

Going  but you have just arrived and wern't you planning to stay in korea for some more time,why are you going all of a sudden

Mom and dad want me to settle down in life this year,actually they have a list of some descent guys and they want me to meet them and choose one among them as my life partner

Ohhh thats a great news,your parents are right,you should get married now afterall my bestfriend deserves the best guy

Thank you,btw jungkook dont forget to bring your wife with you