"So you all know what your love languages are?" I ask Stefania, Barrett and Jaina, I for one, did not know mine, I didn't even know that love languages existed but I've sat here for the last hour listening to the three of them how partners, ex's and friends all contribute to love and examples of how they perceive love based on their language.
"of course Bella" Stefania responded, now Stefania knowing didn't surprise me, she is extremely well educated and has a passion for love, she knows the classic movies, the art pieces and so much more.
"Well how do I find out mine?" I ask, without even giving it a second thought they all respond in unison "physical touch" leaving me confused. "what?" I ask wondering how they all know "your love language is physical touch bella" Stefania confirms sensing my confusion, "but how do you know that?" I ask again and Stefania laughed "because you're a physical person Bella, I knew within a day of meeting you that physical touch was your love language, like look now your sat cuddled up to me with your legs on my lap, your hands playing with mine, " I suddenly get embarrassed noticing I am in fact the only one of the four of us using physical touch as comfort and pull my hand away from hers.
"Yours is the most obvious of everyone's Dani" Jaina told me which took me by surprise "your always cuddling with someone, sitting with someone, holding hands" she started "usually with Stefania" Barrett added and Jaina nodded which only caused a flush of embarrassment across my face. While I haven't told they directly about my crush on Stefania, they both knew and loved to tease me about it.
I zoned out of the conversation, thinking about their comments and observations on me. Wondering if they were secretly judging my love language or how needy they think I am. I sit thinking until Jaina and Barrett got called to set "are you ok Bella?" Stefania asked and I nodded bringing my knee's up to my chest and not physically touching anyone while the embarrassment still consumes me.
"Hey, talk to me" Stefania said taking my hands in hers, what do I say? That I'm needy because I was never shown physical affection as a child and now crave it? My parents never showed me love, never hugged or kissed me? That I loved how many people here were willing to cuddle me and I made the most of it? That I had finally found people who showed me love? That I live alone so love the time I have here with company. They all make me sound desperate or like a child, I'm not admitting that to anyone, let alone Stefania, the woman I have the biggest crush on.
"Which part upset you?" She asked trying to ask in a different way, I shrug really not wanting to talk about it, I usually talk to Stefania about everything, we don't have boundaries. She is very open with all topics of conversation and some of them embarrass me because I've never had anyone be so open.
"is it because we all knew your love language?" She asked and my eyes locked into hers silently pleading for her to just drop it, "it's not a bad thing bambina, come here" she said opening her arms. Usually I'd throw myself straight against her but I hesitated, "come on, you know you want too" she smirked teasing me, I still remained where I was not wanting to appear needy, I didn't need her to see me like that but before I knew it her hands grabbed my arms forcing me forward and into her arms.
"You don't have to talk, just listen ok?" She asked and nodded settling myself in her arms. My head resting on her chest and my arm placed on her lap drawing patterns on her leg. I had to really concentrate because the comfort of being in her arms completely consumed me, I fitted in her arms like the last two pieces of a puzzles and every little touch comforted me.
"Knowing your own love language is a good thing and knowing someone else's love language, someone who is special to you, someone you want to love, is also a good thing" she began, her voice soft and soothing.
"Yes I know your love language, we all know your love language because we love you. We want you to feel that love, and you feel most loved when your physically connected to someone so when someone see's you, they cuddle you or pull you onto their lap or hold your hand because they know that's what you like" I didn't respond, I just listened, I could listen to her talk forever.
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