My WildFlower ~ jayules

you could've been the greatest - 39

wednesday
📍NCHS 🦁
8:30 am

~ jules pov

jayden and i are on great terms and im happy we are. i love when we can just hangout and aren't fighting. but i've been thinking about college again. i wonder if she's still on the same page as me on what college we're going to. we both are going to school for the same major which is business but she wants to go to yale for whatever reason.

harvard has better business programs than yale. right now we're sitting in my car i bought us breakfast this morning since she bought us food last night as our dinner. we both have to work today after school. i've been sober for a day so far and it's kinda getting to me. i've been using jayden as a distraction from my temptations.

"dude look" jayde says

i look over at her and she's showing me her forearm, "i got a bruise from last night when livy hit me with her nerf gun" jayde says giggling.

i smile a little, "we can ice it later" i say

she smiles at me, "i like when i bruise i feel bad ass" she says

i look her up and down, "i don't like when you bruise it scares me" i say

she's still smiling at me, "you worry too much about me" she says

i admire her, "because i care about you and i love you" i say

her eyes meet mine again, "would you risk your life for me?" she asks softly

"you know i would why would you even ask that?" i ask softly

she smiles to herself before kissing me, "i love you" she says softly

i blush and smile at her, "yeah?" i ask softly

she starts smirking, "why does that sound freaky?" she asks

i giggle and she joins, "hey umm.. so college acceptance day is friday and.. i was wondering if we're still on the same page with our decision" i mention

she's quiet so i look at her. i see her thinking, "where did we say we were going?" she asks

"we agreed on UCLA if we both refused to go to harvard and yale.." i say

she chuckles softly, "oh yeah i forgot" she says

"i really wanna go to harvard tho" i say

"you can go" she says

i squint at her, "but we can't split up our parents said" i say

"they said we shouldn't they didn't say we can't" she says

i scrunch my eyebrows, "you wanna be away from me so bad" i say with a little attitude

she laughs a bit, "i do not julianna but you know i don't really like the city like that and i've been wanting to escape since forever" she says

i nod a bit, "i understand but you know i didn't apply for yale because of our majors. the possibility of getting into the programs we want to be in up there will be smaller than the chances at harvard." i explain

she's listening to me, "i mean my program is up there at yale yours isn't" she says

"exactly my point jayden.. both of our programs are at harvard and UCLA but you wanna go to yale." i say

she's smiling to herself, "if you want me to stay just say that" she says

"i want you to stay.." i say

she chuckles softly, "i'm so serious jayde. i will cry so hard if you accept yale's offer. i'll feel betrayed." i say

she looks over at me, "julianna we've spent our whole lives together-" she says until i cut her off