Quantum Obsession | 18+

Shall I stop ?

Author's Note ( please read till end )

There has been innumerable times, so many of my readers has suggested me that I should keep paid chapters on Scrollstack

But you know the first thing that came to my mind was

" most of my little sisters are not even financially independent how will they pay !!

If they can't read then what's the point of writing. I'm writing the book for them only.

So I will never ever keep anything paid, everything will be always free for them"

There has been so many times, I've been advised to set a vote target and comment target

But I didn’t even do that because I felt

" l don't want to pressurize my dear readers with any kind of targets "

So I never ever kept any targets.

After a long tiring day of your school, college or work I wanted this book to bring a smile on your face.

I wanted this book to be a safe and happy place for you all where you don't have to be under the constant burden of paying, voting , commenting.

But suddenly I have started feeling that

All the love is only from my side, all the efforts seem to be so unreciprocated.

It's not that I ever wanted something from you, I just wanted a little love, support and response.

There are days when I spend 15 hrs of my day in my astrophysics lab

Yet even before having my food, I thought ahh my babies must be waiting, let me write a chap first then I'll eat.

But all this for what loves !!

To get this response from your side?

You don't follow,

You don't vote,

You don't comment.

I just kept on telling myself maybe they forgot to vote, next time they will

Maybe they forgot to comment next time they will

Maybe thay forgot to follow Next time they will

But that next time never comes.

To be honest I'm losing my motivation to write.

Aap logo k liye hi shuru kiya tha likhna maine

Aap se hi khushi aur himmat milti thi to carry on.

Par agar aap log hi saath na do to phir iss book ka koi matlab hi nahi banta.

And this tremendous low response and drastic silence from your side proves only one thing that You are not liking the book and my writing.

Fine if you don't want me to continue, then shall I pause the book?

It's not that I'm blaming y'all or I'm angry on you, nope.
I'm not one of those people who will shout on you, scream at you, behave rudely with my own people, I would Never ever do any of those, I love you all too much. Just like my own family .

It's just that I've started feeling quite unwanted, quite taken for granted, aise lag raha hai ki jin logo k liye likhti hoon agar unhe hi pasand na ho to phir sab kuch bekar hai.

Aur agar aap logo ko meri writing ya phir book pasand nahi aa rahi hai, to phir main kyun aur kiske liye likhoon !