"HIS AMOR"

55. "GAME ON!"

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"This is going hard, I feel suffocated...I feel bad ver—very bad it's just so....." she took a deep breathe and pressed the knife more tightly on her wrist more tightly.

Someone threw the knife away and jerked her out of her thoughts

"Are you freaking mad Ruhaanika, do you think life is a joke huh?" Niharika said in raised voice

"Are you for real huh....you were really giving up so easily just like that...."

"Easily?" she asked with a bitter smile

Is this what people around her are thinking that all of this is easy for her, she's just giving up just like that but no all of this are everything but not easy. She's feeling useless, unworthy, shameful.....Everyone comes into her life with a new hope and light but then suddenly they destroy everything.

"This is not easy, you know that THIS IS NOT EASY FOR ME!!" she shouted with tears spilling out of her eyes.

Her vision blurred and breathe got heavy. She feels like something heavy on her chest she wants to get free but can't.

"I know ruhaanika it is not easy but you have to go through think it as a phase not your whole life."

"20 years.....I've spent 20 years of my life in just this hope that one day all this is will get over and I'll get my greatest happy ending the one of I dreamt of, the one I craved but day after day, hour after hour, minute after minute all of this is just getting hard. Now what left huh? Nothing.....I think I don't even deserve this but still....the pain is endless! Blood....he was killing someone and blood was all around him still he was unaffected"

The short memories were playing in front of her eyes as a loop that she wants to escape but

Can she?

No!

She can never!!!

"This is not the solution, you have a family now and killing yourself and escaping is not a solution" niharika said in a soft and soothing voice.

"The way those memories are suffocating me....I can't even describe to you I can't breathe, I can't sleep even I feel---"

Her voice struck in her throat when the door of her room opens and Vedansh came in. He was not even able to look in her eyes because of the guilt, the pain she gave to her sister either it is indirectly but still he's as much responsible as Rudraksh he too hide the truth from her when she deserve to know that.

"Let's go Jet is ready" he said and niharika nodded standing up

"Where are the kids?" she asked him

"Three of them are sleeping"

She nodded and Vedansh left the room. Niharika helps Ruhaanika to stand up.

In India

The tension was palpable in the surroundings, the girl who's blabbering all the time was sitting quietly looking outside the window not even looked at someone in the whole flight. Everyone knows something is wrong but they do not want to push her to answer then when she herself was dealing with something in her life.