I will survive (naruto fanfic)

Ch107

"So, you're alive." 

I don't know what to say, I literally am speechless. I knew this would happen someday, but... 

I don't know. Is this too soon? Is this too late, I actually don't know. But I had to face it one day, whether I like to say it or not, I did abandon them. 

"I am." 

I don't know what to say. I feel like I'm just repeating myself. Well, I am. But my mind, it's like it's shut off. 

I'm drawing a blank. 

"Do you want the truth?" 

He must be thinking why I did everything I did. I left them, I'm with orochimaru. I lied to them. He must think so many things. 

Sasuke was currently in the doorway, not in the room but not outside. He was in the dark, I couldn't see his expression. But his body language was all I needed. 

Betrayal, that's what he felt. Sasuke took a breath, almost like he was trying to push out the million dollar question. 

"Are you on his side?" 

Oh my god... 

It's worse than I thought, does he really think I left with Itachi or something? Why would I be with Orochimaru then, I'm pretty sure it's known that they don't have a great relationship. 

"Itachi? Why do-" 

"Don't say his name! Are you on his side? Yes or no." 

Before, I was sympathetic. I honestly still am, but I will not be dealing with him like this. 

"Sasuke, I will try and answer your questions to the best of my abilities, but you will-" 

"Or what? What will you do?" 

The air in the room suddenly felt thin, suffocating, and all I could do was stare at him, unsure of what to say, how to respond. How low does he think of me? 

"I won't do anything to you." 

I don't want to use the energy I just got back to fight, I'll just be calm and appease him for now. No need for me to fight with a child. 

He may have a good reason to feel this way, but I won't stand for it again. This is his only time when he could say whatever he likes. I'm giving him a pass. 

"No, I am not on his side." 

I will answer his other question the way he did want as well. 

Ask away while I'm letting you. 

"Then how did you survive?" 

The question was spat out, like he didn't believe me. I almost felt offended, but then I remembered who we were speaking about. Itachi Uchiha. It would make sense why he was suspicious, no one survived but him. 

Well then, let's up the game. 

I have a special ability: I could turn my face into an indifferent mask, not an uncommon ability. But knowing it is always useful. 

Not here, he'll know I am trying to avoid the problem. So, I'll give him what he wants. He wants an emotional Ishi, that's what he'll get. 

"I don't know. I had a self made barrier up and he couldn't get through it. This was after he went through the village, so he must've been tired." 

My eyes are half-lidded, my hair is slightly disheveled, and a faint frown is etched onto my face. 

Does this work? Is this what you wanted, Sasuke? You already saw me pass out, that wasn't fake. You might want to reconsider your approach. I don't look good, now do I? 

Do you feel bad coming to confront me when I'm weak and resting? When you'll have the most advantage here then you ever will? 

I look away, looking lost in thought, almost like I'm reminiscing. A glance that definitely caught his eye. 

But I won't overdo it... much. 

My shoulders slump, posture sagging, as if weighed down by exhaustion. A hint of confusion flickers in my gaze, looking unsure of what happened that night. 

There, this should be enough.

"Tired? That's a terrible explanation." 

Sasuke lost his venom, but he was still grumbling. I wasn't sure if he had any sympathy for me, but if he didn't, I had a plan B. 

He had pride, and a lot of it. He wouldn't pick on someone obviously weak, not too much at least. He saw I was backing down, so he let me off. 

How kind. 

"I know, but I can't think of anything else." 

Can't play dumb too much, he knows I'm smart. Overdoing it can make him more suspicious and wary, and that would be a headache I don't need. I can already see the damn lovely times we'll have. 

"But Sasuke, I'm sorry for leaving. I know you're very upset, and you have a good reason to be. But I was..." 

I paused, like the words were caught in my throat. I express hesitation and I look away in contemplation for a moment. 

"I'm scared, I lost my parents. I lost my home. I... I almost died." 

A stray tear goes down my face, one of sadness at the memories. I quickly wiped it away, looking embarrassed. 

"I'm sorry, you shouldn't see this side of me." 

This caught his attention, he's never seen me so emotional. So sad and weak. This was new for him. This older sister figure was now almost crying in front of him. Must've been a wake up call. 

"Please, I just wanted what was best. I was away for so long, I didn't want to..." 

I don't finish my sentence, my voice cracking. I take a deep breath, stabilizing myself before I put on a brave face and look at him again. 

"I know you probably can't, but I want you to trust me. I promise, I just want to protect you." 

Sasuke looked away, he mind racing. Thoughts of doubt came into his mind, but they were pushed away. 

He had known her for all of his life. She was always kind to him, always there for him. She was not the type to hurt anyone. 

She had cared for everyone, he had never even seen anger or sadness even cross her features. 

So, he made his decision. 

"Your promises are like vapor—gone the second I need them." 

He wasn't going to trust her, she was known for being smart and good with experiments. But that's it. 

"How can you protect me, you can't even protect yourself." 

It looks like hatred wins again. I caught him too late. 

I meekly nod my head, looking understanding but still heartbroken. 

"But still, don't do too much. I don't want you to get hurt." 

A caring figure, one that had influence but doesn't anymore. Doesn't mean I can't act it. 

"You think you can stop me? Please, I didn't come this far to take orders." 

With that, he left. Closing the door on his way out. 

Once I was alone, my eyes narrowed in annoyance. Him and his audacity, I don't think I'll last. 

A/n People! I got a question, do you want a time skip to 3 years later, or few chapters showing what was going on? Tell me and I'll do so! Enjoy~