When the topic comes up, it's like I've put every letter of the alphabet in my mouth. I can't swallow. Can't bite down on the right letters. Can't spit any out without worrying if you'll regret the ones you pour. It's like a million songs have started to play in my ears at once and it's so loud and too many songs are playing that I can't make one out. Can't concentrate on one tune. One idea. Ever feel that way about something? Feel so conflicted that you question a few things. Ask yourself why you get crazy over it? Have you ever thought that it isn't worth the confusion? It isn't worth it. It just isn't worth it.
