The mailk cousin

the mailk counis part35

Madison pov

We're all in the recording studio laying down some sick tracks you see the vibe is right and me and the lads where having a big laught in one recording studio why litte mix where working in the one next door to us . which was good because both groups need to get a lot of wrok done I .could tell that Simon was please with the wrok and song we wrote for the first CD .I was righting a call moments .because right now I just wanted to live in the moments I'm having with my family and and friends .as I was making the song Simon came over and said the first it is good .I thank him then the guys want to see what I was writing they looked at me and said

Zayn cuz that song is beautiful

Madison thanks cuz

Niall ya really is a beautiful song baby

Madison thanks babe it just so much as gone on in my life that I think I need to in joy all my moments in life because afer lossing my mother I don't want to take things and people for granted

Harry that a good way took look at life because very one as something to make as part of this world and I'm proud to be in it I just whis the hate would stop and very one would get along in it

Madison you make a good point styles

Louis yes he do

We all then took my song moments and try to figuer out want parts we all need to do for the CD .and took us while but we came up with who should sing what part it felt good we try it different ways before we figured it would start with switch for who we want the best sound for it we decided. That Liam should started off and then harry comes in .we kept working to get the song just right .but after a while simson told us to call it a night because we need are rest. And he said that he don't want us to burn out.

Simon you kids run on home now and get some rest we can wrok more on the song moments tomorow don't forget about your interview tomorrow and the late night interview tomorrow night because this is going to help get the name one direction and little mix out there .so lets pull it off

Madison OK we will see you tomorrow then simson

Simson will do and madsion I don't think you been sleeping good try and take better care of yourself because you all are like kids to me and I see how all of you
succeed in your career

Madison I will

Niall I will make sure she get some sleep

Simson good

And with that we all head home for the night because we are beat and stuff we got there aunt Trisha looked at us and said

Aunt Trisha you kids look beat like you could us some food and off to bed because you seem to be pulling long hours in the recording studio like you need to take a brake and recharge cuz you look like you're ready to pass if there Madison

Zayn she almost fell asleep at the studio today mom I don't think she's sleeping at all I guess you still having those nightmares and she doesn't know how to get them to stop
Madison yes I'm still having nightmares I just wish they'd stop it's just really really getting to me I mean I know my life is a lot better and everything now but the nightmares just won't go away eating me up inside what do you do when you feel that way aunt Trisha

Aunt Trisha well I never had nightmares that bad but it not good when people have them I just we knew the root of yours baby girl

Madison me too I'm so sleepy and it only 7 at night

Niall come on baby let get you to take a nap and I'll saty with you

Madison thanks babe because it not as bad when I have you with me

Zayn Niall take good care of her because it not good when she as thoughts nightmares went we where litte and she come for the summer I would sleep on her bedroom floor when she had those bad nightmares

Madison ya I wake up the next morning and there you be

Zayn well what are cuz for

Madison thanks good to know I can count on all of you when need be and I can't wait have these nightmares stop come on Niall baby I need my rest like you just had said and with that me and Niall went to my room after along bay off wrok I could use the rest .

I did not want to close my eyes because I did not want the bad dreams and Niall could tell he had to talk into going to sleep because he knew I needed it god I love him so much for that we both went to sleep I hope I don't see those nightmares of when I was almost rape by Jake and the ones of when I used to get bully all this can be a lot I thought to myself I just want one good night sleep it been weeks I hope I can pull myself together about this .and if I needed to work to forget all about this cuz right now all the stuff with one direction is what keeping me going and good I have that and my family and friends I love them all there my rocks now but Niall is most now I know why I love him so much and with that thought in mind I went to sleep in my baby arms where I knew I would be safe and he would wake me form my nightmares .