Words of a Mad Man

Scared

You know what scares me?

The process of self destruction
And the long road of reconstruction
And honestly it's such a dramatic production

But I'm sick of repetition
And the constant feeling of deprivation
And all the fucking desperation

All the betrayal and deceit
Just brewing at our feet
Making us simple sacks of meat

But when will I stop surviving
Start living
Truly start thriving

But I'm too far gone
I can't even imagine the next dawn
And the idea of another year makes me fawn

I can't save my life
Cause I'm starting to miss the strife
And the feeling of a jagged knife

I've lost all I was
I've forgotten what someone like me does
And I don't even know the cause