Silent tears (wattys2016)

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Please don't cut. Once you start it gets addicting, you can't stop. You'll want to bleed more and more and if you do it as much as I did you won't feel the familiar ping of pain or pleasure. I can push the blade in and it will be pouring blood and you'll just want to keep cutting deeper so you can feel pain. But you won't. You just start going numb as you cut and cut, begging for the pain to come back but it never will.