I thought my depression left me.
But I was wrong.
Its still there,
Right around the corner.
If I can't defeat it and can't get through my sadness and losses.
It will throw me in a ditch,
Where I can't escape.
Because the hole is too deep for me to climb out.
What should I do?
If I don't hurry
I'll be lost forever.
If I keep doing this
I'll loose the will to reach out
To those I love.
They're real.
Love is real.
This life is real.
My pain is real.
When can I stop?
Hurting myself inside and out.
Why won't it stop?
Will it ever stop?
