Mend My Heart

Chapter Nineteen

Harry's P.O.V

I sighed into our kiss. Kissing Emily was the only thing that made me feel like nothing mattered anymore. She made me feel like everything would be okay when in reality she was the one who needs the comfort and reassurance. I pull away, knowing that she would want to take things slow from now on. That never seemed to be anything we would do. I was used to just fooling around with girls at parties and then leaving them alone, but with Emily everything is different.

I actually care about her, and I needed her to know that. I stood up and grabbed her hand. I wiped her tears from her face and kissed her on the cheek. She smiled as we walked over to the couch. I sat her down on my lap and leaned back against the couch. She turned the TV on and began to watch Forest Gump.

She was really quiet right now, usually she would be nonstop talking about how this was her all time favorite movie, something I have learned that she says about every movie we watch. Instead she was blankly staring at the screen. I was confused why she wasn't feeling better. We just talked about everything and made up. It's Emily though and she probably didn't say everything she wanted to say. I was about to question her about it but when I looked back at her beautiful face she was sound asleep. I sighed and continued to watch the classic movie, which was one of my actual favorites. When it was over I brushed Emily's golden brown hair out of her face and carried her upstairs to her room. I placed her in bed and kissed her on the forehead before walking downstairs to go to sleep on the couch.

My urge to sleep next to her and have her in my arms once again was pretty damn strong, but I didn't want to freak her out by going back into moving too fast with her. I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes. I was hoping sleep would quickly come to me but my inner thoughts kept me awake for most of the night.

-Next Day-
Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Emily's P.O.V

I woke up pretty early for someone with my sleep schedule. It was 8:30. I sighed and got out of bed before looking at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes were dry and puffy still from my constant crying from last night. All the memories came flooding back all at once and I had to carry my head in my hands for a second just to comprehend what was happening. I realized that Harry still could have been here. I ran downstairs and was disappointed to see that there was no one in sight. I sighed, thinking that things were just going to go back to normal. I was scared that Harry was just going to pretend that last night never happened. I walked through the kitchen once again becoming sad until I saw a note on the counter.

Good morning babe! I decided that we should take things slow from now on. I want to prove to you that I love you more than anything. This is super cheesy and I am disgusted but I am going to do anything for you. Meet me at the creek at 9:00.

- Harry Xx

I smiled at how cute and cheesy this dork was being. It was really sweet of him to know that I wanted to start taking things slow. I couldn't bear to be hurt like that again. I grabbed a granola bar before walking back into my room to get ready.

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A/N

Just short filler since I updated yesterday. Maybe I will do the creek hangout today too.

Just to clear things up Emily's mom is away until Saturday. She is in Florida for a work related issue. It is now the beginning of November and their school is closed for two days because of a teacher conference thing, my school has them all the time. So I did that because I needed them to have off so the party would make sense because who would go to a party on a Sunday night?? OK
Also I deleted the first sex scene so I am going to try and get rid of any times Emily or Harry bring it up. I will also edit the first time they have sex which is after the party. Also if anyone is like why isn't their first time all lovey dovey it's because by then neither of them knew one another loved each other. So I didn't want to rush into them "making love." That will be like waaaaayyyy later in the story. No one reads this anyways so it doesn't matter. I wish more people would read so I am going to figure out a way to maybe get more followers or something.