My Head or My Heart

Not today

Nikol's P.O.V.

'I just want somebody, somebody
To treat me like somebody, somebody
Wanna be like everybody-body
All ya gotta do is love me for me babe.'

My alarm sounded as I woke up not opening my eyes just yet.

"Nikol. Baby get up its time for school." My eyes shot open at the sound of my mother's voice. I guess she's having a good day today.

"Okay, I'm up." I said while yawning and sitting up.

What am I gonna wear today? Oooh sweats! Don't judge me! I grabbed a towel and ran into the bathroom to do my morning duty.

I showered with my Dove body wash. (a/n I really love me some Dove)

******* 25 minutes later *******

Feeling clean and refreshed, I step out of the shower. I wipe the fog off the mirror and stare at my reflection.

I stared at my face first noticing the 'pie face' I have. Then my eyes lowered to my chest. I am a 38 C-cup, never liked those. They lowered to my pudgy stomach. I quickly look over it, sucking in my stomach wishing it would magically disappear.

I dry off without continuing to talk down to myself. Walking back into my room I head for my dresser. Deciding on a black sports bra and black boy shorts, I shut my dresser and continue getting dressed.

I got dressed in black joggers with a simple white tee. My black Air Forces with random socks. (A/N I love mixing my socks up. Matching is overrated)

Walking downstairs I grab my book bag and go into the kitchen to grab my fruit salad.
Finally cutting my phone on and grabbing the keys I walk out the door. See how quick my mood changed.?.

** Incoming Text **

Tiff: Bihh I need a ride cause I can't find my freaking keys.

Elísey Pooh: Smile! You're BEAUTIFUL! See ya in a few.

I smiled.

I replied with a quick 'omw' to tiff and a Kissy face emoji to Elíse.

I hopped into my black 2015 Chevy Impala and sped off.

Tiffany lives two streets over so it took no time. I pulled up to see her and Elíse on her porch. I blew the horn as if I didn't see them causing them to cover their ears, dramatically of course.

"Damn bihh I still wanna be able to hear."

"Oh I didn't see y'all my bad." I said with a smile.

"Yeah right! Anyways let's go get some edumacation." I swear I don't know how this girl made it to the twelfth grade.

I turned up the radio as we pulled off. Rich Homie Quan blared thru the speakers as we pulled up.

G-Dane was leaning on his car looking all types of sexy. But of course he'll never go with someone like me.

"Look at ya ass over there day dreaming about Dane." I snapped out of it quickly while exiting the car.

"Shut up Elíse!" The bell rung indicating that we had five minutes to go to our locker and do whatever before class started.

I could feel people watching me as we walked to our lockers. Stopping and receiving my books I would need, I closed my locker and waited for them.

"Nik look." I turned around to see Dane staring at me intensely.

I shrugged it off and walked to my first class which is English. I was the first one in, so I took my seat in the back.

My phone vibrated snapping me outta my own world.