Natsu's Twin Sister!

Igneel wouldn't have wanted this

⚠️ Warning, you're about to read about self-harm and suicide. If you're disturbed by this please feel free to skip through this POV & chapter.⚠️

•Natsumi•

I decided to get Natsu first. If you haven't noticed, my brother is always late to every event or job.

I walked to his house. I knock on the door. No answer. I knock again, but louder. Still no answer. I open the door.

I walk inside Natsu's house. It was quiet. "Natsu! Happy! I'm inside your house!" Still now answer. Where are they?

I look around and all I can say is that there is a mess! As I walked by the bathroom I heard someone mumbling.

"Natsu is that you?" I open the door. "Oh Nats-" I stop. I look around. My eyes widened.

Natsu, why?

Natsu had a knife in his hand and there was blood on the floor and fresh new cuts in his right arm.

"Natsu." I whisper. Natsu looked at me. "Natsumi! What?" He stood up. "I-I can ex-explain." he had tears in his eyes.

"Why? Why would you do this to yourself? Did I do something wrong? This is all my fault."

•Natsu•

Natsumi thinks that this is her fault. Great. I didn't save my sister and I made her feel that I self-harm cause she think it's her fault. Some brother I am.

"No Natsumi. It wasn't your fault." "How long?" "Since the day we were separated." she cried harder. I hugger her.

"Why Natsu? Why?" "It's cause-" "Cause what, you think that this will solve the problems."

"No! I just." I went quiet. "Ever since we were separated, I blamed myself. Everyday I would come here and do this to myself before going to the guild. I blamed myself for not being a good brother. I blamed myself for not protecting you. And this would take my pain away."

She went silent. "But you could've talked to me it at least told me something. If you wanted to talk, then why didn't you?"

"Cause I thought you would leave if you saw me doing this." "Natsu, I would never leave. I've been looking for you since we were young."

I sighed. "Igneel wouldn't have wanted this." I don't why, but I got mad. "IGNEEL IS DEAD NATSUMI! HE'S NEVER COMING BACK!"

I pushed her out the door if my house. "HE'S DEAD! HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT US!" I don't know what's wrong with me.

I don't know why I'm reacting like this. "LEAVE ME ALONE!" I saw tears in Natsumi's eyes. "Ok." was all I heard from her.

She left. Man, I'm the worst brother ever. She hates me. I really don't know what wrong with me.

Why am I a horrible brother? All Natsumi had eve done was care and love about me.

And here I am telling her that our dad is dead and that he's never coming back.

I hate myself for saying these things. I didn't mean it. I love Natsumi. She's my baby sister.

I went back into the bathroom and got my knife. I guess the only thing that I'm good at is just hurting myself.