Natsu!

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⚠️ Warning, you're about to read about self-harm and suicide. If you're disturbed by this please feel free to skip through this POV & Chapter. ⚠️

•Natsu•

Weeks past and I didn't even bother to go outside. Lucy would come and visit me, but I just couldn't let her see me like this.

I'm a mess. I'm worthless. I'm not needed here in this world anymore. All I do is cause pain and hurt everyone. I think it was time.

I went to living room and moved the sofa. There was rope under it. I grabbed the rope and went to my room.

I heard someone open the door. I closed my room and locked the door. I tied the rope to the fan.

I heard someone pounding on the door. I tied the rope around my neck and stood ok my bed.

"I'm sorry Natsumi. I'm sorry Laxus. I'm sorry everyone. I'm sorry Igneel."

I stepped off my bed and I saw the door be broken down. I heard someone say "Natsu!" before the darkness took over me.

•Natsumi•

I was going to apologize to Natsu. Maybe it's best if I leave the guild. I saw Natsu's house and I saw him in the living room.

He went upstairs. I knocked on the door, but no one answered. I noticed that the doorknob wasn't locked it was loose.

I wiggled the doorknob until it opened. I ran through the entire house, but didn't find Natsu.

I heard mumbling in Natsu's room. He's in there. The door was locked. I tried to open it, but it didn't work.

I started pounding on the door. This is taking to long. I break down the door. "Natsu!" I screamed I see Natsu hanging from the fan while there was rope around him.

I quickly got him down and untied him. I check his pulse, his heart, and his breathing. His pulse was starting to slowdown.

I carried him on my back and ran to the guild. I ran through the doors and asked Mira to help me.

She and I ran to the infirmary. Wendy came in and started to use her healing magic. I didn't want to leave Natsu, but Mira and Wendy asked me to leave.

I started to cry. Its all my fault. If only I was a better sister. If only I listened to him this wouldn't have happened.

I cried even more. "Natsumi?" I turned around and see Gray. I run to him and hug him. I cried in his chest. I just needed someone right now.

"Shh. It's ok, Natsumi." I cried. I let got of the hug. Lucy, Erza, and Laxus were standing there with worried looks on their faces.

"I-I explain l-later I-I just can-t right n-now." I said through my cries.

I sat down and waited for Mira and Wendy to come out. Laxus sat next to me. Maybe it's best if I leave.

Look what I did. Natsu almost killed himself because of me. I'm the worst sister ever!

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