Thoughts of a Ham Sandwich

AHHHHHHHH!

I've gotten good at hiding it

You might not even know

That deep inside I wish to curl up in a ball 

I want to hide

Because my mind is screaming

That you don't like me

That I should be scared

When really you do like me

And really everything is fine

I know that this is true

But my brain says "Um, no"

Then instantly I'm back at it again

I fight it

Do what it tells me not to do

Inside I'm freaking out

You might catching breathing hard

Rubbing my hands together

I promise I'm not dying

And that forcing myself to do things

Will do me good in the end

Just be patient with me

Someday I'll be able to walk 

Knowing I've crushed my anxieties

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So... yes... school starts tomorrow. 

Well, uh, bye. *waves*