Ali.🍦COMPLETED🍕5SOS & 1D FANFIC‼️(EDITING)‼️

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Ali.

"Im alone, I have no one! Even if they say they care but they don't give a fuck, why can't I have a normal life? Because no one wants me. I was adopted by 5 Seconds of Summer, and they say they care? Okay, maybe they do. But, I've always heard this saying that said, 'People care when it's too late,' which means no one cared about me until I was dead... Maybe... Just maybe, if I just go ahead a kill myself..."

"No!! You're better than this Ali!"
"I have to!!"
"No, no you don't Ali! You are better than this!! You can get through this on your own. Only if you'd just try and never give up!"
"Bye,"
I hang up on Nevaeh and jumped off of my tall bed and went into my bathroom. I started got my pocket knife did it again repeating over and over again...
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I kept doing it until I got dizzy...
I thought to myself,

"This is it, I'm done with this particular life, I'm done with this hate, I'm done with this stress, I'm ending this life, so i'm dying tonight."

Bye.

But now, I regret it... I wish I haven't have done it... I can't make up my mind on if I wanna kill myself tonight, I want to, but I just can't...

This is what the world wants. The people I know, and the ones I haven't seen in ages.

This it...
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I walk down stairs slowly and see Justin on the couch in the phone,
I need help... I just can't do it!!

"Justin?" I said as I watched him turn around look at me and I turned my arm to where he can look at it...

"Holy. Shit." His eyes popped out off his head. I felt the gushy blood, continuously, drop. Then the blood stated to poor out of my wrists...

I fall to the floor. I heard the door open and yelling coming from my right. I slowly looked that way and heard feet rumbling the hard wooden floors. I looked up to a faint vision of daddy and the others. I hear my name being continuously called out and it started to fade along with my vision.

"Ali! No, Ali stay with me baby, baby stay with m--" I voice slowly fades...

4 Hours later.

•Luke•

I've been in the emergency hospital waiting rooms for 4 straight hours. My legs bounces up and down uncontrollably, my breathing gets heavier and heavier every second, i see a doctor come out of the emergency room. I can't help the flashback, it comes back every minute of what had happened a few hours ago.

"Hey mate, heard anything yet?" I turned my head to Ashton seeing him coming through the sliding door from the café.  

I shook my head as I put my head in my hands resting my elbows on my legs. I rub my face and scratched chin a little.

"This... I... Wh-... Why would- AHH FUCK!!"
I yell as I get up flipping the chair that I was sitting in. Ashton put his hands on my shoulders trying to calm me down. It didn't help,

"Let go of me!" I yelled pushing Ashton away from me, then I see a familiar blonde haired boy walk through the entrance doors...

Justin...

"You!" I pointed at Justin, I ran to him and grabbed his shirt collar. "Why?! What did you do?!" He looked at me as if he shitted his pants, "Answer me!"

"I didn't do anything!! She just came down the stares called my name and when I turned around her arm was covered with blood!" I looked at him, I pushed him and made him go outside. Ashton was behind me,

I walked off a little then came back and punch Justin in the face. I don't know what the fuck happened but it better NOT be because of Justin. So help me god if it was him,

"If it has something to do with you, Justin! You're so fucking dead! You were the only one at the house when she did that!" He held his bleeding nose as he slowly picks himself up and stumbles to his feet.

"I didn't do anything I swear!"

"Then who did!? Was it one of your asshole friends??" Justin shrugged still holding his nose. "I don't fucking know Luke!!"

I stared at him my eyes watered up, "Don't you dare come near my daughter," I said pointing at him and turned around headed back inside. Tears fell from my eyes, I didn't care how much of a fool I look right now.

I sat down and leaned my head back.

"Luke?" I looked in front of me and I see a girl I think it's Hayley? Yeah! Hayley.

"Hayley," I said standing up and hugged her. I had to have someone to cry on. I hugged her tight as I cried in the crook of her neck.  She rubbed my back trying to comfort me and to calm down.

"It's okay, Luke it's going to be okay, I p-... I'm sure..." I knew she was going to say 'promise' but she changed it. It no don't that Ali could die because she lost a lot of blood on the way here. 

I cried even more just thinking of Ali dying.

Shut up Luke! Jesus Christ!

"Shh... Luke..." I sniffles a few times and me and Hayley walked to the couch and she sat down and I laid my head on her lap and I cried myself to sleep and I felt Hayley play with my hair as I did...

Hayley. 

I sat here with Luke on the couch. His snores are making an echo. I played with Luke's hair and noticed how soft it was. I smiled at the sleeping Luke.

He is so cute. He looks like a little boy with his mouth partly open and his snoring.

"Hey, Hayley? How is he?" I looked up and see Calum and the other two. They look at me then Luke as they sat down.

"He's okay," I whispered back.
"How long have you and him been here??"
"I just got here an hour ago and Luke has been here for about 5 or 6 hours, give or take." I shrugged.

"Oh, well... Have you heard anything yet?" I shook my head, "I hate this, I feel bad for Ali... I just wonder why she really tried to commit suicide..." I said looking at Luke as I run my fingers through his hair.

"Hi, I'm Dr. Patterson." I looked up and saw a tall dude. "Hi! Oh my god, how is Ali?! Is she okay?!" I stared at the doctor...

He gave me and the boys a sad look... I look at sleeping Luke again.

No... No, she couldn't have! She's to young!! She's only 15!!

Tears started to form in my eyes...

"I'm sorry..." The doc said looking at us. He continued. "I'm sorry... She lost to much blood..."

no...

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