The love that i am afraid to hate

Its cant be true

A/N: he guys I'm about to start school yeah I know I start earlier than all ok you😩😭. But it's gonna be hard for me to write. And I feel like you guys don't read the book, I think I should stop unless you vote because its no point if no one is reading this. The thing that is keeping me going is my sister she is always on me about my book. But her books are just at good maybe even slightly better. Her book that she is doing rn is called the one that got away its really good her name is kenken0918 pls read her books and remember to vote or comment and if you won't me to change anything or u wanna be in my book don't be afraid to ask😜

****recap***

Ray: she not I know I'll take good care of her

I started crying

Ray : now you listen to me after school your coming with me and if you try to sneak out your gonna get it more than you already are got that

Asha: ( crying harder)

Ray:( squeezing arm tighter) I said do you got that answer me when I'm talkin to you bitch

Asha : ( screaming ) YES 😖😭😭

Ray: alright na don't mention this to anyone got that

Asha: got that

Ray : ok na go ( smacking my but so hard that I fell.)

***End of recap****

Prod pov.

I was so mad that ray stole my girl I gotta fix this because if other people get involve then its gonna be crazy. Dang did I screw up here come ray and her now.

Prod : asha omg are you ok I'm so s..

Asha: save it prod I don't wanna hear it ok.

Prod: asha you don't know how sorry I am can you accept my apology pls

Asha: I SAID SAVE IT PROD I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT............( crying) where is my phone ray what Did you and prince do with my phone.

Ray: oh is that attitude😏

Asha: where is my phone ray

Ray: you better change that before something happens to you.

Roc: eeyy stop doing that to her she is asking where her phone is now where is it.

Asha: roc it's ok I do...

Ray: um asha I don't think that's your ame it's my name ok now go on and go to class now

Asha: no

Ray prod and roc: what

Asha: did I stutter I said no

Ray and prod: you better get that act cleaned up right now before I mess you up.

Asha: GO AHEAD DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT MY LIFE IS ALREADY TERRIBLE I DON'T HAVE A DAD I DONT HAVE A SISTER AND MY MOM HAS CANCER SO GO AHEAD DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT I DO EVEN WANNA LIVE ANYMORE OK MY LIFE IS ALREADY TERRIBLE.

roc prod ray: ..... I'm ..,, I'm .... I'm so ....sor

Asha: JUST SAVE IT OK I DON'T EVEN WANNA LOVE ANYMORE

When asha said that my heart dropped all the things I did to her and all the things ray did to her it's not ok ( bell rings 🔔🔔🔔) great now the bell rang we got 2 more classes and they blew by fast asha was not in our last class which got me worried I asked for the bath room pass and i got it and was walking up and down the halls looking for her but no sight I was getting really worried.

Asha pov.

Asha: there's no point in living I mean I'm it even pretty idk why those niggas want me I just hate this school that was it I better call my mom so I can transfer