My Pain.

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I looked all over YouTube for a said song to explain me.....
I GOGGLE: sad songs that make you cry with lyrics

I scrold down on my phone....
Silent Scream
"Humm? I wonder?" i put it on and put in my ear buds.

It will be a hour till the bus will get here.
I thought about all my lies this year...
" I am turning 15 tomorrow.... 11-14...."
I said out loud.
Next thing i know i was crying.
I was crying for about a hour because the bus came down the road.
Paris was in there... The slut of the school... She was talking to the new bus driver who was about 25 or so... So ya her new victim.
She saw me and said something to the bus driver.
And all of a sudon he passed me up.

"Bye you loser!" she yelled then slam the window.
"Shit.." i wispered...
Remember what my Zack said.
(flash back)
"Help someone!" i screamed Tearing up.
I was about 9 or so when it happened.

"O no dont cry... The more you cry the more people see how weak you seem! You dont want to appear pathetic do you?" he laughted.
"No...." i sniffed.
"Then get your ass up!" he giggled.

"Ok!" i smiled and hoped up.
(end)
He was my best friend.... Till what his dad did.... He is dead because of his dad.
He seemed like he picked on me but he was like my brother i never had.

He helped me on hard days.... I never could have lied to him.... I just couldn't do it....
"Shit school! I have to walk 10 miles..... Luckly school opens at 9 and starts at 10.... And it 3....... If i get my bike i can get there sooner." i said and ran to get my bike.
*2 hours latter*
I got here early.
"I got 4 hours to spear........ The park is acrose the streat.... I go there.

Sorry for being short

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