Love Me Right (SEKAI ) (KaiHun) (boyxboy)

CHAPTER 8: Pretending

CHAPTER 8 :
Pretending

Those two are the cutest , they can't keep their hands off each other . After I introduced them they got too engrossed into their own conversation I became a major third wheel . No one likes to be a third wheel . Experiencing it first hand kinda hurts , two people talking it out with each other while another person just watches and stares not involved at all .

I look for my 'beloved' for he is nowhere to be found . Its been at least 20 minutes and I haven't seen him talking to anybody here , this is important for his business career where is he ?

"Hey have you seen Kai ." I say tapping Kris' shoulder having to put my arm up a little higher than usual . He turns to me with a blank face , typical .

"Uh yea , I think I saw him walk over to the hallway to talk to someone on the phone." He said pointing to the hallway he had entered .

"Thanks buddy ." I wink and walk towards the direction of Kai.

As I grow nearer I begin to here a muffled voice , his voice seemed calm but there was hidden anger behind it , and a bit of sadness .

"Yea Hyun Tae , I know ." The voice says before hanging up the phone . Did he know I was here ?

I walk closer towards him and turn at the corner he was hiding at . He couldn't have known I was here , he wouldn't even be able to see me . In a split second I understood everything . He was never talking to me but to the real Hyun Tae on the phone . That wasn't my imagination when I thought i heard retreating feet after talking to Kris , that was real . And those were Kai's feet. I stare at him in shock , as he stares back at me with an expressionless face . His phone was still in his hand and the screen was still bright , allowing me to see the information on it . He did call Hyun. Kai walks towards me , but he doesn't stop . He continues to walk as he turns the corner heading back to the party , ignoring me like I was a nobody . Like I didn't even exist . And this hurt more than any pain I would ever feel in the my entire life. My heart banged in my chest and I just wanted to rip it out , to end my suffering . But I had to be strong , I have to explain to him why . I try to move but my knees buckle under me causing me to fall to the ground hard . My breathing becomes uneven as I try to steady myself on the wall . It didn't work . I fall back on the ground and a small sob escapes my lips .
Oh god , why is this affecting me so much . A tear streams down my face as I hear small footsteps walking over to me slowly .

"Sehun?" Luhan's voice came from around the corner . He sounded curious and concerned .

I muffle my next sob before he could hear it . He's helped me so much , and I ruined everything . I'm so useless .

"Oh god- Sehun !" I watch Luhan through my watery eyes as he runs towards me .

"What the fuck happened ?!" He kneeled down and hugged me in his arms tightly .

"He- he ... Found ... Out .. Lu ." I sniff through my words trying to old back the tears . It seemed to work , for the tears stopped . For now .

Luhan looked at me with concern and worry filling his face . He rubbed my back gently as he leaned in and hugged me, his face next to mine as he whispered soothing , reassured words in my ear . I begin to calm down .

"Uh ... I'll just come back later ." A voice says awkwardly .

I look to see Baekhyun looking down with disappointment in his eyes . He looks back up as I looked at him and his eyes widen .

"Oh Jesus ! What happened ?" Baekhyun jogs towards me and kneels down along the side of Luhan .

He puts his hand on Lu's shoulder as Luhan was still hugging me and I feel him stiffen a bit .