I was sitting near the tree in my backyard. Alone. As always. Writing in my diary. Yeah, it keeps all my dark secrets. I hardly have happy moments. So its just the dark secrets left that it has to keep.
Dear diary,
August 28, 2015
Hey... Life is still shit. Mum and dad fought today also. I thought dad would even pick up his hand but maybe seeing me watch, he stopped. Kaila, my younger sister couldn't sleep because of their stupid fight. I dont understand why they were fighting today. I guess I'll never know...
Anyway... today's day at school was hell. My best friend Shirley was absent so obviously the senior year kids decided it would be fun to dump my school bag in the toilet. Yeah, its better than putting me in it.
Shirley is the star cheerleader. So she manages to save me. But I know she is my friend because she pitys me.
I haven't cut myself yet. But I know its soon gonna start.
Today it was raining. Rain is accompanied by thunder. So needless to say I had a panic attack.
Earlier I couldn't sleep till at least 3 am but now its become till 5 am.
So yeah... for today, it went like a pretty normal day. What do you think?
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