Drowning -A Chris Motionless Fan Fiction-

White Lines

-Emily's POV-

"Ahhhhh shit!!!" I heard Chris yell from downstairs waking me up and giggle.
I got out of bed got quickly changed and headed downstairs,
I saw Chris with a pan in his hand looking up at the ceiling,
I stood next to him to see what he was looking at,
There was a pancake stuck to the ceiling.
I just burst into laughter, I have never laughed so hard in year,
Chris just smiled at me laughing.
"What?" I giggled
"Your laugh is cute" he smiled making me blush a dark shade of red.
"You should laugh more" he said putting the pan down,
"Well I don't laugh much so.., I said being my awkward self.
"I know what will make you laugh" he gave me a evil smile.
He then just attached tickling my all over..
I was crying from laughter till he stopped.
Shit...scars...fuck..shit.fuck.
"Emily I..." He said softly,
"I'm sorry" I said hesitating. Now he hates me, oh Emily you have done it this time.
I began to run out the house. I didn't know what to do. I have just made a fool of myself. I should just leave this place, what if I just jump and it will all be over and I won't bother anyone,
I heard Chris run behind me..

-Chris's POV-
I felt bumps all over her Stomach, I looked to see my nightmare come true. She was covered in white lines, why did it hurt so much to see those scars. They all looked like they were painful. I wanted to cry so badly.
She began running away, of course I chased after her, what if she....
No.. Chris she wouldn't do that..would she?
I was wrong she was heading towards a bridge,
"Emily!!!!!" I screamed with all my heart.
She was about to jump but I jumped on top of her making her hit the ground with some force.
She was crying a lot, and I began to cry a little also.
"Emily I'm so sorry," I said rubbing her back, she was shaking a lot.
"Please leave me, I'm not worth your time" she said looking away,
Why does she hate herself so much,
"Yes you are em, I don't care if  you have a thousand scars, you will always mean so thing to me" I said lifting her chin up for her to look me in the eye.

"I've fucked up haven't I" she said tears rolling down her cheek,
"We all have, but this world is fucked up, and I'm guessing the people who made you wanna do that were a bunch assholes" I said running my fingers gently along her scars on her arms.
"Come on its cold let's go home" I said,
She stood up and began to limp,
I forgot about her injuries, shit I must have hurt her even more.
I picked her up bridal style and she snuggled into my chest.
"I don't mean to put you through so much trouble" she said quietly.
"Nah, it's nice to have some company once in a while" I smiled
I took her home.
"Do you still...you know" I asked awkwardly I needed to know for the future cause I worry a lot.
"Last week was the last time" she said looking down.
I came up to her and kissed the top of her head.
"Next time you feel like that you come to me ok?" I replied
"Ok" she added
"Oh and one more thing, you don't have to hide here, I won't judge you, you can wear shorts cause it gets warm in this house" I said smiling.
"Ok can I change now?" She asked
She always asks for my permission and it's adorable.
"Of course princess" I smiled
She ran back upstairs.

-Emily's POV-
A lot has happened In the last half hour.
I changed into some shorts and a short sleeved top.
I then walked downstairs
Chris's head trained as I sat next to him on the sofa.
His eyes scanned my legs and arms which gave me shivers up my spine,
He rubbed his hand on my leg,
And opened his arm for my to cuddle int him,
I did so.
"Is that better?" He smiled
"Yeah, thankyou for understanding" I smiled
"Emily I have a serious question to ask you" he said sternly.
"What?" I replied worrying in what he is gonna ask me.
"Can we have chicken wings for dinner tonight?" He replied grinning at his own joke.
I giggled
"Alright," I smiled.