astronomy•poetry

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I cried that night.

i cried for my best friend for I hoped she'd get better
I cried for my grandmother, I hoped the addiction would end
I cried for my mom, maybe she'd actually do something except yell and scream
I cried for my dreams, for they were actually my worst nightmare
I cried for the postman for when he lost his dog
I cried for mr krabs, when plankton finally got the formula
I cried for my neighbor, she lost her baby
I cried for my dad, hopefully he'll find a better person
I cried for my brain, for in general it was something to cry for
I cried for these poems, which brought the few readers and I together during these last few chapters
I screamed for my arms, and hoped that the scars would fade fast, so I wouldn't be reminded of the nights I've cried about these things

and even thought it was completely and utterly selfish,

I cried for myself

+ sorry if the poem thing was a bit much, but these poems let me tell a story, and my story that will soon be discontinued.
I spilled things I wouldn't like to spill while talking to strangers so why not do it through the Internet?😂
these poems have impacted me, brought up my self esteem and such, so maybe to you I'm over reacting, but right now I'm crying. and btw the picture for this chapter may be the new cover .this book is not over yet if you're wondering😂❤️