Chapter 9

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Author's Note- Does anyone read this though, I don't know whether to carry on?? I'm trying to make it exciting, hopefully this chapter will be exciting? With a Liam and Niall POV in it aswell.  I'll try to include Zayn more soon. I know it's hard being a Zayn girl, I'm an ex Zayn girl, it got to hard so I'm now a Louis girl woops. And the Stan part is a personal joke, I'm not mental. YESTERDAY THERE WAS A 2013 LARRY PICTURE RELEASED OMG. THEY WERE HUGGING HELP. I'm obsessed.  If you want to read a really amazing Larry fanfic (other than this one (; ) read Truth or Dare, it's so good. My favourite fanfic I've read so far! It's amazing :)


HARRY'S POV


I toss and turn all night. I can't believe how stupid I was. Yeah, I was drunk but I kissed him then told him I love him?

I didn't even know I loved him.  I guess I do.

*Flashback*


"You can't" he whispers. He walks over to his room when I speak up.

"Why?" I ask.

"I'm with Eleanor, Harry you don't understand! This isn't suppossed to happen, this can't happen. You can't just say you love me when I'm with someone. This isn't fair on us Harry" his voice rising at every word.

"But Lou-"

"We'll talk about it in the morning" he cuts me off.

I make my way to my room, anger surging through my body.

This can't happen. That's what he said. I can't love him. This can't happen. Why?

*End of flashback*

My mind spins, thinking over our night together. It was going so well, until I had to kiss him. I couldn't help myself. He was staring at me with his eyes, he looked lost. Hurt. I can't bear to see him like this, there's something wrong.

I hear a door shut. Footsteps softly padding their way past my room and into Louis'. I look at the clock... 4:00am. I'm too exhausted to get up. I'll find out later. I shut my eyes and block out all my thoughts and fall into a deep sleep.

"Harry. Harry wake up" Liam urges, gently shaking me. His voice echoes through my head, sending shooting pains all over.

Hangover.

"Just one more hour Liam, then I'll be up" I moan. I force my eyes open and have to squint due to the bright light. I see Liams face hovering over mine. His expression serious.

"It's Louis, he's gone"

LOUIS' POV

 I can't sleep. It's impossible. I keep replaying the kiss in my head. When he leaned forward, I knew he was going to kiss me and I didn't stop it.

I didn't want to stop it.

If I had of just controlled myself, this wouldn't of happened. Harry loves me. I don't know if he meant it. I doubt it, he was off his head last night. A part of me secretly hopes he does love me...

No, that's wrong. That would make this one thousand times worse.

When our lips touched, I felt a spark. A warmth rushing through my body. I've felt it before with my girlfriend Hannah on our first kiss, I really loved her. So, do I love Harry? My palms start sweating and I end up throwing the bed sheet off me in fustration.

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