Good Girl (A.B)

Chapter Thirty-One: Gone

<Maddie>

Before I left, I gave everyone a note telling them how much I loved them. You could still see the tear marks on the note as the ink connected with the paper and smeared. The note wrote;

Dear Andy, Felipe, Jinxx, Jake, Ashley, and CC,
I'm so sorry for everything. I loved all of you so much but I had to leave. One night I got really drunk and cheated on Andy with a guy. Guilt took over my body so I had to leave. I have already hurt Andy so much at least he'll get over me now. So I'll give you all little notes.
Andy, how do I tell you how much I love you and how sorry I am for leaving you. I'm not sure yet but I might be pregnant and it's not with your child. I wish I could go back in time and fix everything. Nothing I could do could possibly fix what I did. But thank you so much for making me into the person I am. I love you so much Andrew Dennis Biersack.
Felipe, god how much am I going to miss you so fucking much it would be insane. Maybe, just maybe I'll come and visit you but I don't know. We've had so many memories together from kindergarten to now and I can't believe I'll never see you again. I don't know who you went home with but you must have felt guilty too right?
Jinxx, my brother. God, this is hard. I'll never see my own brother again which will slowly kill me from the inside out. I'm going to really miss you and tell mom and my dad I'll miss them too. You can't go out looking for me.
Jake, basically my other brotha. I love you as one of my own family members and it's gonna kill me that I'm disappearing on everyone. You helped me from the beginning with these assholes of your band and helped me grow to love them. I love you.
Ashley, wow you're an ass I never liked you. Just kidding! I'll miss you a lot soccer mom!
CC, you were quiet around me and we never really talked but I will miss you a lot.
I hope you guys all understand why I'm leaving. I will always love you guys always and forever. Goodbye.
Love,
Maddie

*4 Months Later*

<Andy>

I arrived home so happy! But it was strange, Maddie never called or texted I wondered what was wrong. I opened the door to my house to find it completely empty. Where had Maddie gone? I went into the kitchen to find a note laying on the counter. Some of the letters were smeared but I could make it out.

I finished the note with a river flowing out of my eyes. I was basically crying a river. I ran outside to see everyone still there and handed them the note. By the end, everyone was crying. She left, the love of my life left me and there was no getting her back.