wild and running || a.b. (series on hold)

Chapter 16

I walk to the small café right by the campus and order a salad and some lemonade. My phone vibrates and Andy's name is written across the screen, *where are you, babe?* *the café next to campus :)* he never responded, so I continued to eat my salad. A few minutes later he walks in, looking stunning as usual. A girl looked at him as he walked by and blushed when he looked at her. He didn't pay any mind, but it still made me extremely jealous. Woah, are we even official? He sits down on the stool in front of me, and I smile. "Hey. How was class?" He asks while placing his hand on my knee below the small table. My breathing got slightly heavier at the contact. "Good. Yours?" I ask him. "Long." He replies with a chuckle. He picks his free hand up and runs it through his hair, and I stare at his beautiful tattoos. "Are you going to eat?" I ask him. He shakes his head in reply and begins tracing patters along the skin of my lower thigh. I love doing that to people, and I love it when they do it to me. 

He lifts his free hand and runs it through his long, black hair, showing his tattoos. His hand goes further up my thigh causing me to gasp, "We are in public..." I say and he removes his large hand. I immediately regret saying anything. I sit and stare at him as he reaches in his bag and pulls out a textbook. "What, baby?" He says while looking at me and licking his plump, pink lips. I suck in a breath and shake my head, dismissing my immature behavior. I uncross and cross my legs back. As continue to eat my salad, and I see him smirk out of the corner of my eye. 

Damn, he caught me...

"What's wrong?" He asks innocently, pretending he hasn't already figured out. "Nothing." I respond while checking the time. I hop off the stool and throw my salad away. 

I sit back at the table and scroll through my phone. I hear him exhale sharply, "I can see your bra right through your shirt." He growls. I quickly lift my head up and my lips part in shock. I look at his face and he looks very desperate yet frustrated. "You're so beautiful... Fuck... Ivory..." He whines and puts his head in his hands, "Do you know how hard you make me?" I suck in a breath and move on the stool. He looks back at me.

"Umm... I-I..." I struggle to find words as his blue eyes stare into mine. He looks at his watch and gets up and I get up with him. As he gathers his things, I can't help but stare at the huge bulge in his pants. I exhale and and look away. Why am I so... Ugh.

He looks at me, signaling me to walk out first. "Oh... Why are you so sexy?" He groans behind me as we walk back to campus. I stay silent and try to control myself. "I gotta go to class." I say reaching the point where we would go separate ways. He pulls me in for a kiss, "I'm sorry. I just get... You make me so... It's just difficult to control myself because you're so beautiful." He whispers. "It's okay," I whisper, "I'm having quite a difficult time myself." He smiles and his lips meet mine. I can feel the coolness of his lip ring and it send shivers down my spine. "I'll see you later, babe." He says and then he was gone. 

I sigh and head off to my next class. The frustration... I try to concentrate in class but my mind keeps wondering off about Andy. How do I do that to him? I'm not even... I don't understand it. I hope this isn't one of those relationships where everything is about sex. I am a virgin after all... He probably won't want to know that. I'm sure he's been with many other girls before me. 

Wow, I really don't like that thought... 

I have such a big problem with jealousy. I'm very protective, and I am sure that I'm like that because of all the things I've lost. It sort of teaches you to cherish what you have and never let it go. 

What if I wake up and he's gone?

Would I have said everything I wanted to?

No... Don't think that way...