Chapter 4

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Kellin let me out of a hug. He must know the rule. (Author: if you dont know this, you do now!) You let the person who needs a hug stop hugging first. You dont know how much they really need it. And. I needed it. Ive had a crush on Danielle for SO long. Sure.. she can be an ass sometimes.. but she is really sweet. She led me on.. I was finally going to ask her out. But its ruined.

"Pfft, you can do better." Kellin said. Yeah okay. Hes only saying it because hes mr. Big time hottie to everyone around here. Ik hes only saying that to make me feel better. But I played along anyway.

"I guess so." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"THATS THE SPIRIT! Sort of... okay its a start." Kellin said. Why the... whats wrong with me. Honestly I hate kellin.. he thinks hes bad ass and everything. Well I dont give a flying fuck.. I can handle myself without being a wimpy baby.

"Okay, im fine.." I lied. I walked out the bathroom to here the bell ring. I stormed off to the Mr. Flakes class. Of coarse. Standing there is the worst substitute. Mr. Banna. (Author: this actually happened to my class) He handed out to math papers. Woah what the hell.. we didnt even learn this..

"Uhm. Mr. Banana." Jaime opened his big mouth.

"Its Banna" he corrected.

"Yeah, okay whatever, uhm how are we suppose to do problems we never learned about?" Jaime gave attitude.

"Watch your mouth boy!" Mr Banna raised his voice.

"But Mr. Banana! Its a serious question!" Jaime grinned. Oh boy...

"GO TO THE OFFICE AND EXPLAIN TO THE PRINCIPAL WHY YOUR DOWN THERE!" he yelled.

"Why?" Jaime said going down the hallway.

"Because your a smart ass!" The sub swore. The class "oooooo" ed but the teacher looked like he was going to whip us so we stopped.

Ugh those papers were so hard! Soon enough math was over... teachers arent allowed to swear at students. Were not seeing him again ha.

The day just went by slow but I managed. Jeez.. brendon died and Danielle kissed Tony.. Its bad enough I live with Kellin. I need a cigarette. I dont smoke much. I dont find it addicting either. I do know. It stops my stress though.

Classes went by so slow! And.. teachers keep calling brendon urie. And well.. you know. Its awful. It hurts knowing hes dead.

School was out.. I got out school first. I didn't want to walk with kellin. Well I got home. On the door was a note that read:

Im bringing a suprise! Be back around 9:00. Sorry its so late BUT I left some money for you to go to the store for dinner.

~Mama

Yes! House to myself. Plus kellin and my sister. MY SISTER! Kellin walked in the door and interrupted my thoughts.

"What do you want for dinner?" I asked.

"Me?" Kellin asked.

"Uhm.. who else is in the house besides my sister. Damn it.. I forgot her again. Wanna come for the ri-" I was interrupted by an opening door.

Andy and Mia walked in the door. They were all wet. They were laughing though.

"Hey there you are! Forgetting something?"

"Uhm.." I had no words. Whoops.

"Im glad you forgot me." She said kissing Andy.... seriously... I dont even like them dating.. theyre gonna kiss?

"Uhm.. okay.. mom said she has a suprise. She wont be Back till 9:00 so I have to get dinner. Kellins wont answer so what do you want?"

"I dont care." Mia answered.

"Fine ill go get sushi!"

"NO!" Kellin and Mia screamed at the same time.

"Steak. Okay. Get steak." Mia said.

"Thats what I thought. Whos coming for the ride?" I asked. Im a smart ass.

"Ill go.." kellin said.. I know I said I didnt like him... but he can be an okay guy honestly... cute too. I think I really meant that. Im not gay though! Hell no! But yeah hes kinda hot though.

We got in the car. I started it and hit the road.

"So.. we barely know each other. Tell me something about you."

"Uhm.. okay. My mom and dad arent married but arent dating anymore. Hes in the army. My brother is mike, he finished school. I like singing.. and im totally lame." I answered.

"Lets see.. my dad stole money from my mom and me, left her to get drugs. My mom comitted suicide when I was 15. I started living with my aunt with her abusive boyfriend who obviously kicked me out. I have a sister who was taken away from me. I like singing. And. Im totally lame. Twinsies I guess?" Kellin said... wow thats a lot to open up about.

"How many people have you told that..?" I asked. He doesnt have a whole good family like every happy popular kid. Thats actually a little depressing.

"No one! Are you kidding me! People would be everywhere making fun of me! People would be pointing. That guy has no family. Its not easy." He said.

"Wait... abusive..?

Kellin turned to the side and gently lifted his shirt, bruises, burns, scratches and a hot body. Okay that was a little gay vic! No. No. No. No. I AM NOT GAYYYYY. Im not that homophobic.. but im just not into guys.. I think.

"Suck my fuck! Kellin! Dude!" I was speachless.

"Why.. why are you even telling me this?" I asked frowning.

"I.. I dont even know. I just have like this feeling I can trust you. Its weird." Kellin said awkwardly.

The odd thing was. I trusted him too. This morning I was telling myself that I hate Kellin and ya think you know a guy then boom. You trust him a couple hours later. I dont know why I trust him. I can think of every possible reason not to trust him.

"Were here." I said parking the car.

We got out and walked into the store. We walk through the the whole store looking for steak we finally found it. We bought some salad for a side too. The line was really long. It was a good ten minutes before I rang my stuff up.

"12.62. 20 dollar bill? Your change is 7.38, have a good one." The tall girl said. Wow she was tall. Wait.. everyones taller than me. She was really young, 16? 17? She might be the new one Mrs. Pera was talking about.

Kellin and I took the bags and headed to the car. We were in the car for a good 2 minutes before Kellin started talking.

"Okay. Ive been thinking about telling you this. You've been so nice. You even let me live with you. You know a lot more than ive told anyone even Gabe. Can I trust you not to say anything or make fun of me. I can trust you right?" Kellin said. WHAT ELSE DOES THIS BOY KNOW OH MY GOD.

"You can trust me. I dont judge. If I wanted to tell your secrets I could do it tomorrow, what else do you have to loose if you tell me one more thing? I promise I would never tell any of your secrets though.

"Okay. Im really scared. Like my heart is going to pop out my chest. Ive never told anyone. Except my aunt but that didnt go well. Oh well.. Im gay." Kellin started crying just as I pulled in the drive way. Awwww.

"Kellin! Dont cry! Its okay! Im not going to judge you! Your still human. You can still hug me and talk to me the same way and I wont think you have a crush on me."

"Y-you. Dont know how good it feels to hear that. Thank you." Kellin said wiping his tears. I gave him a hug and we went inside.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 08, 2015 ⏰

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