All Time Low Imagines

In too deep: RD

-you try to jump off a building but he stops you-
The wind ran threw your hair as You stood on the ledge of your apartment building. It was 14 story's, that should be enough to kill you, right? It would have to be. You clutched the pole next to you as you looked down at the oncoming traffic.
So many cars, so far down. You had had enough of trying to fake a smile everyday, or taking all the hate you got pretending like it was nothing when it was really something.
Your hand slowly left the pole as your heartbeat increased. You held your hands out letting the wind run through your hair and fabric of your clothes.
It almost felt like you were floating, but you didn't want to float. You wanted to hit the ground, hard.
"y/n" a shaky voice came from behind you. "W-what are you doing? Get down from there!" It said.
"Go away Rian" you said not Turing around.
"Get down! What do you think your doing?" Rian yelled.
"Ending it" you said simply looking behind you.
"No, no you can't. Get down right now before you hurt yourself" he said.
"That's kinda the point" you laughed, it was a sick twisted laugh that you rarely ever heard.
"If you don't get down I'll get you down" he said stepping closer.
"You take one more step towards me and I jump!" You yelled. He froze where he was, he could barely even talk.
"Please get down. We can work whatever is going on out" he cried.
"It's to late for that Rian" you said as you looked back over the ledge.
"Why is it to late?" He asked.
"I'm in to deep, you can't pull me out. I'm sorry, it's easier this way" you said.
"No it's not easier this way y/n! If you jump off that ledge you might as well kill me too because I will jump right off that ledge after you" he said trying to calm his shaking voice.
"No you won't"
"Why won't I?" He asked.
"B-because, people need you" you said as your voice started to shake.
"I need you y/n. I don't care about the band or the fans like I care about you. I would rather die next to you than go on in life for a minute without you. Why can't you see that?" He cried.
"Y-you don't understand" you stuttered turning around to face him.
"What don't I understand?"
"You don't understand what I go through every day that your not there. Even when you are I feel like depression overcomes me and I feel like I'm drowning. Rian, it's been going on to long, I'm in to deep for you to save me" you cried.
"I will never leave you again. I will help you through this, we can get through it together y/n" you shook your head.
"Would you want me to feel the way your feel?" He asked.
"No never!" You yelled turning around wondering why he would ask such a ridiculous question.
"What you feel now, if you jump, that's what I'll feel" he said. "Please, don't jump" he said holding out his hand to you. You looked at it, thinking about how you could either jump and never have to feel a thing again, or take his hand.
"Y/n I need you" he begged slowly inching closer.
You slowly brought out your hand and placed it in his as he helped you down. He wrapped his arms around you and stroked your hair as a you cried into his shoulder.
"Don't ever do anything like that again"