based off of the song 'COMA' by Issues
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Jack's pov
Stupid, pathetic, selfish, full of myself, are words to describe me. Everybody needs loving, physical emotion, but I needed it like my life depended on it. I needed it more than anything, I needed attention, and showing off was how I got it, but once I started showing off I never knew when to quit.
If only I had known when to quit, then I wouldn't be here, we wouldn't be here. If only I would've stopped fucking around in my car even when she told me to slow down, when she told me to stop. If I had known when to quit the other half of me, my love, wouldn't be laying in this hospital bed in critical condition, while I was just fine. I would give anything to see her open her eyes, to see her face light up, it would give me nothing but happiness and bliss.
"Come on babe, say something, they tell me I should give up, but I'm not giving up on you. I will stay here as long as I need to, I'm not gonna leave you."
What was I supposed to do though? Act all soft in front of my friends over some girl? It's hard to play it cool, that's not what gentlemen do. I couldn't play it cool. I was either a huge softie, basically whipped, or a complete asshole, there wasn't an in between. But she wasn't just some girl to me, she was the love of my life.
"Baby please, say something. I've got a lot to lose if I lose you. They say that you're not gonna pull through, but I swear, I'm not giving up on you."
I had it all figured out, I wanted to be the one she thought about at all hours of the day, like I do of her, I wanted to be the one she had dreams about, anything and everything, I wanted to be the one she can't breathe without.
"Listen, I don't know where you are in your mind, in that head of yours, but please just listen to your soul that's trying to find it's way back to your heart, from the car, to the ER, it's been trying so hard. Please baby, just think of me, listen to me and try to pull yourself back to creation, pull yourself back to me."
I did have it all figured out, I needed to be the one she thought about. I needed to be the one she had dreams about. I needed to be the one that she couldn't breathe without.
"If you could just open your eyes."
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i actually really liked how that turned out im happy, ALSO, if you want a part 2 please tell me, and if i do one idk if i should base it off of another song? i wouldnt really be sure what song to use (if you have ideas tell me pls!) or if i should just write it, idk we'll have to see
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