my life and my unrequited love

chapter 2

Chapter2

Its so comfortable up here on the mountain you can see everything and its really quiet gives me time to think and get over shaun the next thing I feel my phone buzzing in my jean pocket, its my 'brother' were really close but he is just a friend.

Me: hello?

Caller: hey where are you we're coming to get you.

Me: I'm on the mountain just drive up on the way to my grannies house and turn right where you would have turned left

Caller: ok see u in a few minutes bye

Me: bye

With that I got up from my sitting position and waited for him to come he said ''we're coming to get you'' I wonder who is with him. I was out in my own thoughts when the honking of a horn got me out of my daze and a smile formed on my face when he got out of the car to give me a hug and then introduced me to his cousin and then I got ready to get in the car when*

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I just opened the car door and wanted to get in when my 'brother' hit my head on the side of the cars roof and all I saw was black before I passed out. I woke up on the car bonnit not remembering anything until the sight infront of me was like a flash of what had happend a little while ago. My brother was busy undoing my belt of my jeans while his cousin held my arms above my head with one hand and another playing with my boobs. Just as he pulled my shirt and bra of for more access I screamed at the top of my lungs witch made him pull away his hand and cover my mouth. He got an smirk on his face when he realised what he could do next. He leaned over and put my nipple in his mouth I instantly felt disgusted I wanted to throw up it felt like my whole body and heart shattered into thousands of tiny pieces, the next thing I knew something entered me from underneath the pain was horrible and I didn't understand what was happening so I had to look down and see. There he was my legs pushed open by this person I called a friend and he was having sex with me against my will. It hurt so much but what made me start crying at the moment was the aching of my heart at the thought of someone I trusted so deeply hurting me so much. How can someone do this. I became so lost in all my thoughts just lying there I didn't even realise that they switched places untill he kissed me it was an horrible sensation it felt like venom on my lips it felt like someone is throwing up in my mouth. They switched back again after he was done and then again and again. By the time it was his 3rd time and his cousins second. They didn't even bother to hold me anymore and when he backed away from me I found it my opportunity to jump off the car bonnet and run. But when my feet touched the ground I felt pain all over again and he kicked me right after I fell on my hands and legs he did it then again. After that I don't remember much I was in the car and he told me he is taking me to their house to clean myself up