Kimi's Poetry

My child, My life

Since the day she came,
I realized that my decision is not a shame.
all those mistakes I've made before,
erased by hopes and rising dreams for tomorrow.

despite of all sadness and hatred,
this child brought me purpose and not let negatives be created.
from now on my precious daughter,
I will make sure you'll be proud of me and make the future better.

no expectations from me my whinny girl,
because I truly know it'll just give you pressure in a twirl.
for you my baby that I treasure the most,
I promise to be by your side no matter comes or worst.

I may be angry tomorrow but not mad at you,
cause its learning I've been studying to improve my whole life too.
your mommy is not perfect and also can make mistakes to you,
but I will not and never hate you with this journey of struggle we're going through.

as you grow up and look after you to see,
the efforts I make is to show my love and let you explore things free.
unexpected problems in the future may happen,
but don't cry and not forget that we're here supporting you all over again.

understanding and support are what other child wants most than guidance,
so I'm here clarifying that I will listen eagerly in the future with patience.
just listen to what true happiness I have with you no matter how we struggle,
when I see your smile I feel complete even though sometimes our lives wobble.

I may hurt you or not even understand things unintentionally,
but I assure you that I'll keep on saying sorry for you not to hate me.
I'll always pray for your safety and keep on doing my best,
so that you'll receive and feel my "thank you for coming in my life" as a lifetime gift..

<3

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I dedicated this to my daughter named Kryam.