Chapter 4

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What is it that we want?

We all have a longing in life.

We just want to belong somewhere, to be wanted, to be loved.

I just found myself judging my peers, and my loved ones.

I want to break this habit.

I continued to be suicidal once again today. It's in the back of my mind, 'Should I do it? It's not like I'm important.'

I'm staying in on Halloween so that's when everyone goes out, I can be left alone to just, think. Who knows, I'll probably just want to sit on the floor and stare off into the distance, and just forget about life, and pretend I don't exist.

I have just been diagnosed with anorexia. I can't eat, I just can't do it. I'm ruining my sport as I do this to myself. (I'm an ice skater)

I no longer have any energy.

I can't do it.

Days have been getting much longer and just seem to never end.

I've been feeling much more depressed lately.

I don't know why.

I don't know why I feel the way I do, that I have to die, to finally escape my pain.

I've been getting hated on so much lately and in the end, I just take it.

Don't let people push you. They are not worth it.

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