Finding Sense

.6 toxic

toxic

toxic isn't poison,

I'd prefer it to be,

because it would be easier,

to feel carelessly.

it's the way he stares,

at the girl he loves,

and she's ignoring him,

her forgotten love.

it's the way he talks,

about her laugh,

when she doesn't even,

return his calls.

it's his eyes,

when a sad song comes on,

I know he thinks of her,

but she doesn't care.

it's how I tell him,

to let her go,

but he still tries so hard,

to make her know.

it's the way my heart breaks,

and I can't say a word,

and I bury everything,

and ignore the burns.

he loves her so much,

but does she feel the same,

when she ignores his texts,

and shifts her eyes away.

I'm torn apart here,

listening to him,

how should I tell him,

he deserves better.

it's the pain of knowing,

that he will never know,

how I feel about him,

how much it hurts.

when I shut my eyes,

and I still hear his voice,

and I can't help but wonder,

why it can't be easier.

everything is so toxic,

I'm burning,

he's burning,

we're being torn down.

I wanna scream,

I wanna cry,

but I put on a smile,

and sit by his side.

A/N: its 1am and I just got home and everyone is sleeping and I wish I never left McDonald's. Vote and comment I love you guys!!!