[The Life Of An Awkward Bi Loser Girl]

i dont even know anymore

Hey guyzzzzzz
so is it just me or does anyone else hate crying? as a total wimp, I cry a lot. I cry over fanfictions, I cry when I see or think something sad, I just cry a lot. But I tend to not cry around the things that scare me most. Like the dark. now I'm not just simply scared of the dark, I'm more scared of how it makes me feel. Alone, vulnerable, lost, stranded, etc. But i just sit there in silence, no crying no nothing. just staring into the abyss. I'm also deathly afraid of heights. Man, when I'm standing on a ledge or something way high up, I think I'm going to fall and die. but I still don't cry. Same with getting bullied, and going to a new place alone. idk I'm just weird.

thanks for reading my random rant of rantingness.

                             Luv ya guys,
                                      Gracie~