Losing Control {sequel to A warrior and his omega}

Chapter One

Atticus POV

{Chill out its the POV from the night he died.}

It hurt to breath, I could hear the pounding of my heart slow until it came to an complete and utter stop.

My eyes snapped open and I stood up. The sound of crying drifted to my ears and I turned to see Sylis holding me in his arms.

"Come back please baby. Don't take him from me!" He wailed into my nape.

"Sylis? What wrong Atticus is ri-" then it clicked.

I was dead.

"No! No! Atticus want back! At-atticus not want dead!" I cried falling to my knees.

Desperately I tried to touch Sylis, I tried to touch his cheek, to grab his face but my hands went right through him.

"Sweet heart." My mommy's voice spoke from behind me.

My eyebrows furrowed in confusion and I turned around.

"Mommy?!" I asked with more tears building in my eyes.

"Yes sweetie it's me." She smiled softly.

"M-mommy p-put At-atticus back! At-atticus need Sylis! Pl-please!" I cried with tears tumbling down my face.

"I'm sorry baby I can't. I don't have the power to do that. " she said sadly.

A sob slipped past my lips and I pulled my knees to my chest and gripped my hair. My sobs were harsh and matched the tone of Sylis sobbing.

"Att-atticus need sy-sylis! Sy-sylis need Att-atticus!" I yelled at her making her flinch.

"I'm sorry Atticus I'm so sorry I did this to you." I heard Sylis whimper.

"N-no Sylis! Atticus r-right here! Pl-please! L-let go back!" I screamed into the ground and I curled into myself.

I clutched my hair in my hands tightly and sobbed. I could hear my mommy lightly sobbing behind me but I didn't care. I was too focused on Sylis' sobbing.

"Atticus buddy come on let's go. Everythings gonna be OK." Carlisle's voice said softly next to me.

"N-no! No-not leaving him!" I screamed.

"Atticus you can visit him everyday but he won't be able to see you. You can come home with us." Daddy said softly.

"Sy-sylis is home!" I cried.

"Leave." And angelic voice spoke softly.

I felt a small feminine hand touch my back and I jerked away from it. I turned to see a woman with white eyes, a wolf skull on her head, dream caters on her ears and around her neck.

"Atticus. I am the moongoddess." She spoke softly.

"Pl-please p-put back!" I begged pointing at Sylis.

"I am so sorry sweetie but I can't do that." She said softly and rubbed my teary cheek with her tumb.

My sobs came out harder until my throat hurt from crying so much.

"Hush little one its OK." She cooed.

I viciously shook my head no and moved away from her.

"W-why hurt l-like this?! Sy-sylis no-not deserve it! Att-atticus not deserve it!" I cried.

"Sylis does deserve it sweetheart. No matter what you think. He rejected you and you died. He needed to know what he would be missing out on. I'm so sorry." He said softly.

"Sy-sylis!" I cried.

I wanted him to hold me. I wanted him to tell me everything was going to be ok. I needed him.

"Oh Atticus." She sighed and scooped me into her arms.

She started to walk away and I frantically tried to get out of her arms.

"Stop you need to step foot in my kingdom before the shadows get you. Then you can stay down here as long as you like but it will only make you feel worse. He cannot see or hear you." She spoke softly.

As soon as we stepped through the golden gates I plummeted into darkness. I woke up surrounded by my family they all smiled at me but I sobbed.

I immediately climbed out if the bed I was in and saw the room was and exact replica of mine and Sylis rooms.

As if I had the place down like I've been here for years I made my way back down to where my Sylis was. As soon as I stepped onto the soft grass I gasped.

They were burying my body. Sylis stood and watched with and emotionless look, his hand gripping something tight. I walked over to him and placed a hand in his shoulder. Like the last times it went right through him.

As they lowered the casket a frown formed on his face and his bottom lip quivered before he dropped to the ground. Everyone around him gave him a pitiful look.

"Sy- Sylis." I hiccuped and got down to his level.

We both sobbed and begged for me to go back. Wanted to touch him, to kiss him, to hug him. I just wanted him.