Losing Control {sequel to A warrior and his omega}

Chapter Eleven

Atticus POV

I laid on Jane's couch, my leg rested on the cushioned arm while my head rested on a pillow at the other end.

"Atticus can help!" I yelled slightly.

"No Atticus you need to rest." Jane said walking out if the kitchen with a bowl of soup on a tray.

I smiled up at her and sat up as she placed the try on my lap.

"Thank you." I said with a smile and looked down at the bowl.

Immediately tears came to my eyes and I struggled to keep them at bay. It was the same golden liquid Sylis fed me. The liquid that reminded me of his golden eyes.

"Atticus? What's wrong?" Jane asked getting on her knees by the couch.

"I-is fine." I said with smile and slowly ate my soup.

I could remember Sylis feeding me this soup like it was yesterday. Though he didn't like me then I still loved it.

"If you can remember that you can remember the hatred in his eyes."the voice snarled.

I remember.

"Atticus you're crying, what's the matter?" Jane asked wiping my cheeks.

"N-nothing." I smiled and batted her hands away.

"Youre thinking about him aren't you? Atticus he doesn't love you, you shouldn't give him that kind of attention." He said sternly.

"H-he love once. T-that change wh-when Atticus br-brake him." I said wiping my eyes.

"What do you mean you broke him?" She asked taking the tray from my lap as I bushed the bowl away a bit.

"Jane not b-belive if Atticus told." I smiled softly.

"So you're a werewolf? I thought you would have healed faster." She smirked.

I gaped at her, my eyes wide with shock.

"My mate was a werewolf." She smiled.

I nodded in understanding and pulled the blankets over my body.

"So what do you mean you broke him?" She asked.

"Atticus died." I said with a small smile.

"What?!" She said in shock.

"Att-atticus made deal with moongoddess to go thr-through be-being beaten again Atticus get to come back. Wh-when Atticus did h-he not same anymore. H-he in bed wi-with someone else and the-then he melt we-wedding ring. Atticus t-then find out we not true mates. Mo-moongoddess experiment an-and it failed. He k-kick out literally. At-atticus wonder woods and trip. Atticus break leg and pass out. " I said with a lump in my throat.

"Atticu-"

"H-he hate now." I sobbed.

"Oh Atticus." She whimpered and wrapped her arms around me.

"Atticus save him. He needs you." The moongoddess said urgently."he's locked away inside himself he needs help being set free." She said.

"As if. You repulse him Atticus." The voice hissed.

"Atticus what did you mean beaten again?" Jane asked.

"Atticus wa-was werewolf. Old Al-alpha beat ca-cause killed his son o-on accident." I said.

"Was a werewolf?" She asked.

"He rejected m-me long before died. Att-atticus was stripped of wolf. M-ne an h-him fall in lo-love but Atticus die." I sniffled.

She only pulled me closer to her and cooed me until I cried myself to sleep.

"Atticus?" Sylis asked softly.

My eyes fluttered open and I was met with his golden ones. I smiled up at him and he leaned down and captured my lips.

"Missed you." I whimpered.

"I missed you to baby." He said placing his hand on my cheek.

I leaned into his warmth and hummed.

"Come back to me." I whimpered.

"You need to help me. You have the key baby. Help me come back." He said and pressed his forehead to mine.

"Atticus help Sylis." I whimpered and sat up wrapping my arms around his neck.

He pulled me to him and hugged me to his chest.

"Wh-why you lock away?" I whimpered.

"I let Lucas take my soul. I'm so sorry baby." He whispered in my ear and kissed the side of my head.

"Atticus get back. Atticus promise." I said and hugged him tighter.