{O'shea Jr}
I was raging. As soon as I entered my house, Alexandra took notice. She immediately was at my side, asking questions.
"Baby! What's wrong? Where's Corey?"
"Man, fuck Corey!" I yelled, balling my fists.
She grew scared and backed away from me. I sighed and moved closer, softening up a bit.
"I didn't mean to scare you, baby girl." I spoke softly.
"It's alright.. Are you okay? Talk to me," She lead me to the couch and wrapped her arms around me as I laid on her.
"My big baby," She smiled down at me.
My anger must've completely washed away as the words left her mouth. I love this girl so much. Who knows.. maybe I'd marry her.
Then, I remembered why I was mad so I became angrier. Why the fuck was I being so damn bipolar and shit.
I think she noticed me tense up. She rubbed my arms and trailed her hands down to mine, grabbing them.
"Talk to me," Alexandra whispered.
It must have taken me at least 3 while minutes to speak, but she waited. Finally, I opened my mouth, telling her what I heard.
When I finished, I looked up at her only to see the same expression as me: anger.
"Corey and Jason was in on this shit too, baby?" She asked, her eyebrows furrowed.
I nodded, turning into her chest and hugging her. If it was one thing that turned me on about her.. it was her anger. Seeing her mad, made me want to fuck the shit out of her.
She continued to try to soothe me, still mad as ever.
"Baby.." I moaned into her chest
"Yea?"
"You wanna know the one thing right now that could make me feel better?" I took my head off of her chest and looked up at her.
"What?"
I wrapped my arms around her torso and grabbed her bum to squeeze it, making her jump.
"Babyyy.." She whined, moving my hands away from her.
"Make me feel better pleeease?"
Eventually, she gave in and minutes later I had her screaming my name so loud, all of Los Angeles probably heard.
...
{Jada}
"Do you think he found out?" I asked, still confused as of why Shea stormed out like that.
"Well what were ya'll talkin bout?" Corey asked.
Okay, so he did find out. Jason and I stayed quiet, knowing that he must've heard what we were talking about.
Corey sighed, "Wow, this ain't even my fault!"
"Shut the hell up, you were in on this too!" I rose my voice.
"You forced me to do it!"
"I asked you. You didn't have to take up my offer though,"
I was growing impatient and angry by the second. He had as much to do with this as me. And so did Jason.
"Well if you weren't such an attention hoe, then maybe you'd let Shea be happy. Who gives a fuck if he's dating the biggest bitch alive, he loves her. He makes her happy, so that's all you should be worried about.. his happiness, not yours."
"I.." I was speechless.
Corey was absolutely right, which made me look like an idiot. I was being an attention hoe and I should care about his happiness.
"You're right.." I mumbled.
Corey sighed once again and sat down beside me.
"I'm sorry, I just don't wanna lose a brother because of something as stupid as this." He explained.
"Yeah, I get it. Look, how about tomorrow all three of us explain and apologize to him tomorrow." I tried compromising.
The two boys nodded and Jason smiled, standing.
"Well, it's still yo birthday my nigga. So let's turn the fuck uuup!" He yelled, grabbing the keys.
Corey and I looked at each other and shrugged before following Jason out the door and into my car.
..
"Whyyyy?" Jason whined in my ear.
"It's 2 in the morning, we need to leave." I struggled to hold him up.
"Okayyy," He cheesed, leaning onto me.
Corey immediately came to my side and helped me hold him up.
"Get off me, nigga!" Jason pushed Corey away and leaned closer into me.
"Jason, come on. You're being annoying right now," I then, struggled again to hold him up.
He ignored me and stayed in his position, dragging his feet across the cement. Corey tried helping but of course, Jason pushed him away.
Once we reached the car, I pulled out my keys and walked to driver side. Jason tugged my arm and pulled me towards the back door.
"Noo, sit with meee in the back, Jadaaa!" He whined like a little boy.
I sighed and looked over at Corey,
"You okay to drive?" I asked.
"Yeah, I'm good." He grabbed the car keys and got into the driver seat while I slid inside next to Jason.
He started to mumble things to himself as he swayed his head side to side. I laughed lightly and he snapped his head in my direction.
"Why you laughin?" He slurred, laying in my lap.
"Oh," I moved my hands from where they were and gently placed them on his chest.
"I love you Jada," He sighed, heavily.
Giggling, I patted his chest and responded, "I love you too shorty,"
"Okay. No love for Corey. I get it."
Jason laughed and moved his head into my stomach more.
"Thas right. You get no love my nigga," Jason laughed some more.
I grinned as I listened to his laugh. Jason was so lucky. He been through so much, yet he was so positive and happy all the time. I try to be like people like Jason. Always spreading their happiness to anyone and everything.
I should stop focusing on what I want and focus on what I have.
I have a career, I have a home to live in, and I have a family. That's all that matters.
I don't need a man.
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she's moved on from shea!!
or has she ;) haha, wait and find out!
sorry this took forever, i was in my emotions... about obj. my hubby is tooooo sexy.
-kam
