Trauma

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August

Finally pulled up in Atlanta and man am I happy ta be able ta sleep on ma own bed. Though it was two in tha morning, a nigga was bout ready ta run up in his house.

"So, watchu gonna do today?"

"Sleep" she laughed. "We're here for two days so amma make the most of it."

"Same hea..."

Me and Keira was face timing each other.

"What about you?"

"I gotta go check ma home girl Zara"

"Oh ok"

After she said that she got really quiet.

"She's just a friend ya know"

"I didn't say anything"

"Yea but you got quiet."

"Ok, and that's because I didn't have anything else to say"

"Well I'm just putting it out there...plus she got a nigga"

"Ok" she shrugged making me laugh.

"What's so funny?" She asked.

"You and how ya being right now"

"I'm not being anyway"

"Yea ya are...ya acting like someone tryna take ya best friend away"

"You are not my best friend" she mumbled

"Ya sure bout that"

"Yea I'm sure...why would you be"

"Cause we tell each other basically everything" I shrugged.

"Yea well whatever" she said making me laugh.

"Hey you said it ya self...ya care bout me more than ya thought"

"Ok you're annoying me now"

"Hahaha so now I'm annoying you?"

"Yea you are so I think its time you go now"

"Wow Keira, really" I straight faced ha.

"Yea really."

She was trying so hard not ta laugh but she couldn't hold it in.

"Das what I thought"

"But no I really gotta go, we reach our stop so we will talk later"

"Aight cool."

As I got off tha phone with Keira I couldn't stop thinking bout how these past 6 weeks been.

More and more ma feelings fa Keira was growing but not fa shit I could come out and tell ha that. Ion want ta make shit awkward, but at tha same time Ion want ta miss any opportunities.

"Goon this yo stop!" T said shaking me out ma thoughts.

"Aight man, thanks"

"You thinking bout her huh?"

"Nah...thinking bout what I gotta do today" I lied.

"Yung why you tryna lie. Nigga tell that girl ya got feelings for her man. Y'all be with each other most of tha time anyway"

"Yea but Ion want shit ta go left. What if she ain't feeling a nigga like that and really only see me as a homie"

"Well then you gon have ta accept that then Yung, but don't keep that shit bottled up cuz for all you know she could be thinking the same way"