I feel it when I look at them. Compare myself to them.
I just don't measure up.
Why am I this person?
It feels like I'm in a tunnel, the light at the end is fading so fast.
It's like drowning, with weights shackled to my arms and legs.
There's no escape.
I often wonder if I'm a bad person. Am I doing any of the right things? I haven't got the slightest clue.
Am I bad?
