It happened months ago,
The world took myself away from me.
It took from and turned me into someone I didn't know.Someone I didn't recognise.
I hurt one of my best friends and I miss everything about her.
An apology has been made but a friendship has been broken.
Because the monster I made of me stole my sight from me.
Fear and shame grip me in momenta of weakness and fill my lungs with a choking sadness that fills my throat.
Now I see the damage caused and I sit here in misery that is all my own fault with dwindling hope we will be friends once more....