This Is Magentas's!
If your name isn't Magenta don't touch!
I don't need ya'll nosey asses snooping through my shit!
Thanks, Have a nice day!
-Love, Magenta
April 19th, 2015
Dear Diary,
I'm scared
My period is 2 weeks late. 2 fucking weeks, if it doesn't come soon I'll die. It's my senior year, I can't ruin it by getting pregnant. I told Rodney, he's scared too. He should be cause I'll kill him if I'm pregnant. After all it is his fault. I didn't want to have sex if he didn't have a condom. But, he sweet talked me into letting him pull out. I'm such a dumbass aren't I. I told Tiara and Apryl and as always Apryl supported me, while Tiara put me down. I'm starting to wonder if Tiara and I are really friends.
Rodney and I spent time together, but he was being weird, I understand he's scared, but we did this together. If I am pregnant, I didnt do this all alone. So, Rodney better get his shit together and start acting like a man.
I gotta go now, tornado dad is home, and it seems like he'll start beating on mommy again, if I dont get out there.
I'm Back
He did it again, he was wailing on mommy as if she was a doll. I tried to stop him, but then he began beating me too, until my brother Derrick came in with my cousin Damien. They saved me and mommy, they do all the time. Whenever daddy tries fighting back, they leave him with bruises like he does to mommy and me. I keep telling mommy and Derrick for us to leave and never turn back, but she doesnt want us in a broken home like she was. But, living in this hell hole isn't any different. I'm pretty sure, I lost the baby if I was pregnant. Now, i have to cover up every single bruise in the morning. But, hey the bright side is I get to escape this in less than 4 months.
Goodnight Diary
~Sincerely Yours,
Magenta ❤
