ten and blessed, she was
happy body with clean and pale skin
happy feet travelling like a wanderlust
happy face with no wistfulness
happy eyes that were always looking withered
happy lips curved widely
they all loved her
thirteen and tormented, she was
too lardy
too unpicturesque
too mossy
too cloddish
they all said
fourteen and nothing changed
she faced the mirror and heard voices
less, it whispered
lesser, they said
more less, they hissed
she squeezed her paunchy venter
one hundred and fifty days,
she tried to be thin
pretty
beautiful
worth loving
enough to fit in
but it was not good enough
so she kept trying and trying and trying
may first two thirty in the afternoon
her sixteenth birthday
tank into long sleeves
sweat pants into long jeans
long midnight hair covered her shoulder
genuine sadness into fake happiness
took the knife to cut her cake
may second two thirty in the morn
sat in the bathtub
pale skin
sore eyes
slender hair
thighs of lines
took the knife to cut her carpus
shed blood
the demons did to her
drowned her in red and dark
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The Debris of My Heart
Teen Fictionthe debris of my heart is a collection of poetry written originally by cresun.