Ethan imagine

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Have you ever felt that the walls of your room were slowly closing in on you? That you were slowly loosing your mind? Well that's what You've been feeling like. Until you met...him, but things changed.

You scanned the empty school halls trying to find my class room. You were new to the school so You didn't know where anything is. Shouldn't there be a fucking teacher to help me? You groaned and heard loud footsteps come up to behind you. You turned around to see a hot boy out of breathe looking at you with a small smile. "Sorry I'm late I'll be showing you around." He said. "Ok good I'm completely lost. I'm (y/n)" You said sticking your hand out for him to shake. "Ethan" he smiled shaking your hand.

"Ethan stop!" You squeeled running away from him. The sand from the beach covering your bare feet. Ethan came up behind you wrapping his arms around yout waist spinning you around. You spun around in his arms facing him. You both were dying of laughter. After that You kinda just admired him...how perfect he was. Without any warning you smashed your lips onto his. He was shocked but then kissed back. You didn't get butterflies instead your whole stomach twisted. In a good way though.

You layed next to Ethan your hand intertwined. You stared at your intertwined hands. His rough hands rubbing against your soft ones. How he occasionally kissed your knuckles. You both kinda just layed in silence. In a comfortable silence. "I love you." Ethan said looking up at you. You were surprised he said that. That was the first 'I love you' you grinned at him and kissed him. "I love you too."

"Baby it's gonna hurt I'm so sorry" Ethan whispered in your ear slowly putting his tip in you. You but your lip trying to hold back screams of pain. "Stop wait." You panted having too much pain to continue. He paused and after a while you nodded to him he can continue. He slid everything into you and a year ran down your cheek. He kissed them away staring into your eyes. "I love you so much." He said kissing you passionately. He slowly started to thrust in and out of you. There was some pain but most of it now was, pleasure. You moaned throwing your head back. Ethan ran his hands up your wrists intertwining your fingers thrusting faster into you, rougher. "Oh god Ethan!" "Oh god you're so tight."

You woke up stretching and feeling a pain in your lower region. You remember everything from last night which made you smile. You slipped panties on and one of Ethan's shirts and climbed in bed next to him. He opened one eyes pulling you closer into him. You giggled and stared at him. He propped his head up and smiled at you. "I'm so lucky." Ethan said holding your hand. You blushed and looked down. Ethan tilted your head back up and kissed you. "last night was amazing." You said playing with his messy hair. "It really was. I'm so lucky I got to take your virginity babe. It's such an honor a cutie like you would let me have it." He said kissing your forehead. "I'm ever happier you're the one who took it." You said.

"Ok over there!" You said pointing at the white empty wall. Ethan hung up the picture stepping back to admire it with you. "Looks good." Ethan said wrapping his arm around your waist loosely. You giggled. "Ok go get the other boxes and we can finally get unpacked." You ordered him slapping his butt. He laughed and went outside to get more boxes. You admired your new house. The perfectly big yet small kitchen. The white living room with wood floor. "This is it babe. We are officially living together." Ethan said setting a box on the kitchen counter. "And I couldn't be happier."

"You may now kiss the bride." You smiled at Ethan and he smirked pulling you down like in the cliche movies and kissing you. Everyone clapped at you two. You smiled at Ethan and walked down the aisle with him.

"May I have this dance?" Ethan asked standing in front of you with his hand out for you to take. You carefully got up and took his hand. You slow danced to a song. Your head rested on his shoulder as you both glided around the dance floor. "Were married." You whispered in his ear. You felt him smile on your neck. "We are."

"Ethan!" You yelled running down the stairs jumping around. "What is everything ok?" Ethan asked shutting the tv off confused at your happy mood. "Guess what!!" You yelled smiling like an idiot. "What?" He asked getting up walking towards you. "I'm pregnant!" You screamed showing him the positive pregnancy test. He broke out into a grin. He hugged you tightly and spun you around. He got on his knees putting his hand on your flat tummy. "Hi baby. I'm your daddy. And you're inside your beautiful mother."

"One last push!" The doctor said. You screamed out of pain squeezing the shit out of Ethan's hand. The pain was terrible. "You're almost done baby keep pushing." Ethan said trying to calm you down a little. "I see the head! Keep pushing!" The nurse screamed. You screamed and pushed as hard as you could and that's when you heard crying. You panted out of breathe extremely tired. "It's a boy." The doctor said. "You hear that? We have a little baby boy." Ethan said running his thumb over the back of your hand. You smiled and started to doze off too tired to do anything.

You held your baby boy in your arm admiring his adorable face. "He has your eyes." You said to Ethan smiling. He smiled and ran his thumb over his cheek. "What's his name?" Ethan asked. "How about jacob?" You asked. Ethan smiled. "I love that name."

Ethan ran around the house with Jacob on his shoulders making airplane noises. Jacob giggled and squeeled. "Dinners ready!" You yelled setting out the plates of spaghetti. You heard them run into the kitchen making you laugh. You all are having an interesting conversation.

"God damnit ethan! What do you want from me?!" You yelled running your fingers through your hair. "(Y/n) I can't pay the bills by myself! My boss is barely paying me anything anymore! How the fuck are we gonna take care of Jacob?! Pay the bills?!" He yelled throwing his fists on the kitchen table which made you flinch. "I don't know! I can't leave because I have to watch jacob! I don't know ethan...I just don't know." You said your voice getting quitter. Tears streamed down your face as you put your head in your hands. It was silence after a while. All you heard was your sniffles. Ethan came up and hugged. You put your head in his chest wrapping your arms around his waist. " I'm sorry." You said looking up at him. He looked down at you a lightly smiled putting a piece of hair behind your ear. " I'll ask my boss for more money or something." He said kissing your forehead. "Jacob joule be back from preschool soon." You sighed wiping  your tears.

"Ethan! Ethan!" You yelled running down stairs to see Ethan on his phone eating cereal. "What now?" He asks setting his phone down. "I'm pregnant! Again!" You yelled setting down the positive pregnancy test. He got up kissing you all over the face. "Another little angel in am angels tummy."

You heard the soft cries of your newborn baby girl. Everything was a blur to you. The last thing you remembered was the monitor going crazy, Ethan worrying and asking questions. "Clear!" You heard a muffled voice say then everything went black.

*ethans pov*

I sat with Jacob and my new born baby girl in the waiting room. I was worried sick about (y/n). A doctor came out putting his mask down. "Ethan dolan?" He asked coming up to me. "yeah that's me. How's my wife?" I asked standing up rocking my baby in my arms. "I'm afraid your wife didn't make it. I'm sorry for your loss. You can see her if you want." He said. My whole world fell apart. Tears came streaming down my face. "Let me see her." I said. I grabbed Jacobs hand with my baby in the other following the doctor. He led us in a room where (y/n) was laying. She was pale and stiff. It broke my heart. "Why isn't mommy waking up?" Jacob asked holding onto (y/n's) hand. "I'm so sorry bud...mommy isn't with us anymore. She's with the angels now." Said putting my hand on his back. A tear fell down his cheek and he hugged my leg tightly. I started to cry I held her hand and kissed it. The cold feeling never left my lips. No more sparks...she's gone. I looked down at my baby girl. My little angel...that's her name...angel.

"We miss you (y/n), I miss you. It's been 3 years since you left us. And we miss you. Jacob has nightmares everynight. He cries all the time because he misses you. Angel even cries more than often. I can't do this without you. It's so hard. I love you so much baby. I wish you were still here. I miss you..." I said setting a rose down on (y/n's) grave. I got up wiping away my tears. Jacob started to cry and I held him in my arms letting him soak my shirt with his tears "I want mommy back." Jacob cried. "We all do bud." I said rubbing his back. I carried jacob back to my car buckling him in. When we got home I paid the baby sitter and took care of angel and javob. They're my top priorities now.

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Kill me I suck.

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